Poems

Poem 13

Dedicated to a whole list of people:

Zeronknight

TheQueenofBlades

HeartsColdCore

ImGoose

Amna323

blackfireskull

~Family Divided~

We are a family divided

Each of us has decided

Emily vs Sam in the battle of friendship

But I'm tired, this is the end of it

It takes 2 to break a friendship not just 1

But this game is over, I'm done

Z, you see, takes the side of Emily

As does our dearest friend Chrissy

Michael takes absolutely no side

But he doesn't stick around to watch the family divide

Bre takes the side of Oshy, she sees it my way

And she gives up on fighting for another day

Oshy and Emily, once best friends

Fighting and stabbing to no end

"I'm broken" Emily cried

"I'm fine, I promise" Oshy lied

"You can't fix me" Emily said

"God I hope Emily isn't dead"

Round 1 million, it happens again

But what's the prize? The loss of a best friend??

Time to bring in the jealousy card

For me it's getting really hard

"Amna," She says "Has always had my back"

Was she there when you had that panic attack?

Was she there when Seren wanted to die?

And I  was the one who made sure you didn't cry

Or was I just a thing on the side

When I thought I was the reason you haven't died

"You're that voice, I love yew <3"

I really thought that was true

I thought I was saving you from hell

But there were so many things you refused to tell

I'm sorry but I'm growing tired

The fight in me is long expired

Because of us, the family is divided

Everyone in the fam has decided

Take Emily's side and help her

Or take Oshy's side and leave Em in the dirt

They shouldn't have to be going through this

Our family should be full of happiness

To the rest of my family, I'm sorry for what I've done

But if this is a game, I guess Emily won

She's trying to hurt me and I'm done trying

If I said I wasn't hurt, I'd really be lying

2 people broke this family, and I took part

And from it came some broken hearts

I fucked up, I apologize

I got upset over 3 months of lies

But I tried to mend it and she took it too far over the edge

Now I've fallen deeper over the depression ledge

She's gone numb, a heartless bitch

And I know, I'm a cold-hearted witch

But it takes 2 to tango and I'm done dancing

But she can keep taking shots at her fancy

I know I deserve it but I've had enough

The path that I'm walking has gotten too rough