In Drummer Heaven

City Of Love

The girls and I landed in Paris today, we spent the day doing all the tourists stuff. It's a little less than a week before we're in Greece. Less than a week and I'm going to be marrying the love of my life, we decided on getting married on the thirteen. It seemed like a perfect day, it's not the fly in or the day we fly out.

It's almost midnight and I'm standing on the balcony of my hotel room. The Eiffel Tower is really close to our hotel and it's absolutely beautiful. The Tower lights up the inky sky and shines like diamonds. I'm in the most romantic place on god's green earth and my fiancé is in Moscow. It kinda bombs.

"You are beautiful, Paris, I'll give you that." I say quietly.

I feel bad for being happy then I feel bad for being sad. On one side of everything I'm living my dream and touring the world with the four best broads on this planet. On the other side Tommy is on tour as well and I miss him like crazy. I feel guilty for being happy when Tommy isn't with me but I feel like I'm acting ungrateful when I'm said while touring the world. It's like there's not winning and no happy medium.

I walk back into my room and sit on the end of my bed, I pick up the phone and dial room service because I want alcohol. For the record I'm not sure what happened. I tried really hard to order Jack Daniels but considering what showed up at my door five minutes later I didn't do that good of a job.

A bottle of red wine was sent up to my room. I wasn't going to be that ignorant American asshole and send it back wanted my American alcohol so I just decide to go with it. It tastes likes really sour and tart grape juice, I'm really not sure how Dani and Rose drink this stuff.

The hotel phone starts to ring and I pick it up.

"Hello?" I answer.

"Babe!" Tommy nearly yells and I laugh.

"Hey babe, how was the concert?" I ask and he laughs.

"Great, I mean it would've been better with you there." He says.

"I wish I could've been there, baby." I admit.

"How's Paris?" Tommy wonders.

"Beautiful. Our hotel has a breath taking view of the Eiffel Tower." I explain. "I accidentally ordered French wine and I don't understand the hype behind it, it tastes like really sour grape juice."

"My poor baby." He laughs. "But it really is pretty there, nothing compared to you though."

"I wish you were here with me." I admit. "I'm in the city of love without my babe."

"I know, babe. I wish I was there with you." Tommy agrees. "Besides any city we're in together can be the city of love." I laugh and so does he. "That was the corniest thing I have ever said."

"I love you so much." I smile.

"I love you too and I'm counting down the days until the thirteenth. Five days, baby." He says excitedly and my smile broadens.

"I know I can't wait, Tommy. Dani and Rosie are making me buy a dress tomorrow, I guess I can't get married in Daisy Dukes." I joke and he laughs. "I hate wearing dresses." I sigh.

"You look beautiful in every, baby." Tommy promises me and I walk back out onto the balcony again.

"So you think it will piss people off if I walk myself down the aisle?" I ask and he laughs.

"It won't piss me off but I can't speak for Sixx." He admits.

"Nik wants to walk me down the aisle?" I ask.

"I think he nominated himself. Like even if you don't ask him he's decided that he's doing it." Tommy laughs.

"I'll ask him when I see him in a few days." I laugh.

"Are you near a window?" He asks.

"I'm on a balcony." I say.

"Good, can you see the moon?" Tommy asks and I look at the phone confused.

"Of course I can." I say and he laughs. "Where are going with this, T-Bone?"

"Just we're kinda connected right now. We're both looking at the moon." He says quietly and I hear him yawn.

"I'm the luckiest girl in the world, Tommy." I smile. "I've got the best fiancé on this planet and he's going to become my husband in a few days. I love you so so much."

"I love you too, babe." Tommy yawns again and I smile.

"Babe, you're tired and you need sleep." I tell him.

"No I need to talk to my baby." He insists and I laugh.

"I'm going to go to bed too." I promise him. "Call me when you wake up, okay?"

"Okay, Darcy. I love you so much." Tommy tells me and I smile.

"I love you too, goodnight my love." I promise him.

"Sweet dreams, my beautiful idiot." He laughs and I smile. "I love you."

"I love you." I say as the phone disconnects.

I'm going to marry this man in a few short days and I absolutely can't wait to be his wife.