To Love You Was The Greatest Thing I Do [ COMPLETED ]

Quarrel

Maine P.O.V

Well after that day everything goes normal naman except for the fact that Alden become more expressive or should I say possesive? clingy? I really dont know the exact term to used. Everything was fine until..........

Thursday

Day off ko sa work!! actually kami ni Alden and yesterday we plan something to freshen up and catch things between us.

Its a simply roadtrip to have some private time together. Did I already tell everyone I already slowly getting closer back to my old career. My sched becoming more hectic.

Dont get me wrong its my decision to come back after all I already came up my mind to stand professional well theres always an exception........ which is Alden.

Going back....... Ok reality check so ayun na nga I dont know where exactly were going because he's the one who invited me and we agreed to meet at the nearest shop near my condo.

Perparing myself. It's already 8:40 a.m and we agreed to meet at exactly 10:30 a.m so almost 2 hours left.

I start doing my rituals, then proceed to dolling up myself before entering the kitchen area to fish for something easy to eat.

I really had no time late. I always want to be on-time I am not pond of so-called 'filipino-time' when time is settled I would always came 15 minutes early or exactly on time.

That's one of my principle in life that I maintain in myself as time goes by......

After doing all activities I start putting light make up and straight my hair. I do really want to look presentable.

ok 30 minutes before I left my condo. It was 15 mins if you use a vehicle and consume 45 mins if you walk so I ride in my bike going there.

When I arrive he still not there so I ordered something to eat first since I'm not satisfied with what I had this morning.

I waited for almost an hour. Yeah that too long I can endure because I do really want to have this day filled with memories of us.

And since I think he already forgot that we had an agreement I just went to nearest market to have time for myself.

On my way there I saw a familiar figure........Alden? wait is that a girl with him? she looks really familiar to me.......Julie? Upon seeing them laughing to each other I felt my face so wet.....I am crying? Why? there is no valid reason to act like this.....who am I anyway well I'm just a co-worker after all.

But why it hurt so much like my heart been stepped by and been hummered many times that it feels so broken totally. Did I possibly........ no I shouldnt be..... I cant I must not be weak just because of him. Dont let him, them, affect you. Be strong and shield your heart...... right....... thats the best thing to do. I must guard it well.

Suddenly I can feel he saw me so I leave instantly. I was wearing a glass after all. Then after that I just found myself inside the mall already near department store to be exact. I should distract myself. Right! and lets go to my shop later.....

I know I know your shock but yes I own one the pastry shop but It like a dream shop to me because its near the shore. Its not the one where I goes a while ago its different one and me as owner of this one is a big secret but I just want to share it with you guys but dont tell others ok? *shhhh mouth sealed* 😉

I really dont want to use my popularity just for myself if I were to use it its for other like inviting them to help others who is in great need. I can handle and take care of myself enough to put burden to them.... I just want to use it to empower them learn to care for their surroundings and wake them up to stand for what is right thats why I really want to be an artist.... well aside from that is one of my ultimate dream......

So much for my long speech after what I saw today I decided to start avoiding Alden. I will start to build up wall in my heart again and take his actions/gestures as part of the play.

Yes I am that type of jealous type thats whyI'm afraid of falling in love. So glad I havent confess yet? or do I?.Be professional Meng kaya mo to!.

Ok dinner time!! Since I'm alone here and I am in mood of cooking. Cooking is happiness. I look for something to cook and so I end deciding to cook omelet. Well too much tiredness to be in long process still. Dont get me wrong I do really love cooking but just I am so tired of many happening today.

After dinner I went to my bedroom and watch my favourite movie as my phone vibrate......

Alden/Rj is calling........

yes ganyan po name nya sa contact ko.Pero syempre ignore muna. Why? una ayaw ko sya makausap ngayon, pangalwa pagod na ko para mag isip nanaman ng tungkol sa kanya.

kinabukasan

Friday

we have a shoot together for a magazine cover. Actually hindi lang kami nandun din ung ibang hunks ng GMA and I grab that chance the have picture with them. Uy! no malice hahaha kahit sikat naman ako madalang yung ganitong pagkakataon no?! so why not grab it!

Nilapitan ko sila.... bonding kung baga para naman hindi nakakabored kasi ayaw ko naman kausapin pa si Alden. I mean hindi pa ako handa so join the crowd diba? parang iwas badvibes na din muna.

I approached them and I have fun naman with them.

Richard P.O.V

Pansin ko talaga e iniiwasan ako ni Maine bakit kaya? may nagawa ba akong masama?

isip rj isip.......

shoot!! yung plan namin kahapon naku naman ang tanga tanga ko oh! yun pa nakalimutan ko kaya pala nung makita ko sya kahapon parang malungkot sya.... well kung sya nga yon ang layo ng pagitan namin e.

Ikaw ba naman paghintayin diba? I should make it up to her.

I search for her when we take a break from the photoshoot. Yeah nauna sila natapos kasi nagkaroon pa ng individual shot e inuna ako.....nasan na ba kasi sya.......

Maya maya may narinig akong nagtatawanan at kilalang kilala ko ang boses na yun. O syala diba? boses palang kabisado na....wala e mahal mo e.....

So ayun na nga nilapitan ko kung saan nanggagaling yung mga tawanan and I saw her laughing so adorable in others. Parang kinurot at nanikip ang dibdib ko. Thinking I'm not the reason of her happiness sakit lang e kasi kanina nung magkasama kami or rather nung nagkita kami para dito sa photoshoot ramdam ko yung pagiging cold nya sa'kin.

True enough kasama ko si Julie kahapon e dahil nga nakalimutan ko yung plano namin ni Maine tas nagyaya etong si Julie.... syempre kaibigan ko yun pinagbigyan ko not knowing..... naghintay kaya sa akin si Maine? basta bahala na!

I join their group and tumabi sa tabi ni Maine. I can feel the tension sa paligid I know even others could notice the atmosphere between us. She stayed in silent for while the the next thing I know she excuse herself from us. I did the same....

She was about to exit the room when I grab her by her wrist

"what?" she said coldly

ouch! sucks shes so mad...

" can we...." hindi ko na natapos yung sasabihin ko kasi may tumawag sa kanya....

"Maine!!!!"........

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Woah!!!! these is an achievement to me long update.... I want to apologize and be thankful for those who keep reading, voting, spending time putting it in their reading list. Alam ko po mabagal ung update kasi mahirap po talaga mag isip ng idea e so sana po kaht slow ung update basahin nyo pa rin po!!

-jinjoo luv you guys!!!!