Knock Me Out

Chapter 14

I've been awake for an hour now and I can't sleep any more.

Chris is asleep with his arms around my waist and his head on my stomach.

I run my hand trough his dark hair. He looks so vulnerable in his sleep. Now I know why he loves watching me sleep. A sleeping person is the most beautiful sight.

I don't think I want to go to school tomorrow, cause I'm too tired. As much as I hate periods, I would be delighted to have it now.......I think.

The fact that I haven't seen it in tree months makes me anxious and I will remain restless until I know what the problem is.

Is something like that normal when you get on birth control? I don't think so....

What makes me more anxious is the fact that Dr Reed is gone and the person who is supposed to help me, is some sort of molester or abuser. However you want to call it.

I don't even know his name. He's so mysterious.

Is that how he treats all of his patients?

I don't think so. If that was the case he would have lost his license a long time ago.

I remember his expression when I snapped back at him. He was shocked. He wasn't expecting me to talk to him like that.

At least that's what I think happened.

Maybe he's a control freak. The kind that talks to people however they like and actually get what they want.

What if he's not that bad? Maybe he was just lost in the moment.

Will I ever see him again? Do I want to see him again?

I sigh.

I shouldn't. There is something about him, something mysterious and I want to find out what it is.

"NO, DON'T!!" My subconscious screams at me flashing a red light.

He was so demanding, he sounded impatient and he looked like someone who likes to be in control, but he sounded soft and kind at some point. Loving even....

Maybe he didn't mean any harm and even if he did I'm sure he's learned his lesson and he won't do it again.

"Stop being so naive" my subconscious rolls her eyes.

I sit there with my thoughts going wayward, my fingers in Chris' hair.

The alarm startles me and I jump out of my thoughts.

Chris is in the same position he was an hour ago and as a reaction to the alarm he tightens his grip on me.

"Turn it off" he says.

"Wake up Chris" I say trying to push him of me, but he doesn't budge.

"Chris you gotta go to school" I say a little louder.

"I don't want to go" he whines. His voice is thick of sleep and oh lord it sounds so sexy.

A guy's sleepy voice is seriously the sexiest shit you'll ever hear.

After trying to get out of his grip for ten minutes without any luck, I hear a knock on the door before my mother walks in. She's already dressed for work.

"Aren't you two going to school?"
Shit! She won't let us stay at home without a good reason. I need to think of something fast.

Uuuhh.....got it!