Knock Me Out

Chapter 27

When I turn around to look at Chris he attacks me with his lips on mine before I can say anything.

Why do I always get caught off guard with kisses? Whatever happened to letting the other person know she's about to be kissed?

His kiss totally caught me off guard and I lose balance, but he holds on to me with one hand around my waist. I'm so shocked because of what is happening that I can't think of or do anything.

After some seconds of him kissing me, he breaks the kiss.

"What...what are you doing?" I manage to croak out.

He looks into my eyes and I into his. It's like he's telling me a story through his beautiful dark eyes. A story I can't seem to understand.

Looking into his eyes feels like I'm being hypnotised and I'm wasted in his hypnosis. I feel like I'm drowning in something that should be suffocating me, but it makes me inhale instead.

My lips are burning, craving for his. My body burning with desire. All I want at this point is to be in his arms and to hold him.

I put my arms around his neck and lock our lips together in a passionate kiss. My heart is going wild and I can feel his beating against my chest.

His hand is going all over my body and every part he touches is on fire. There's this awesome feeling that is rushing through every part of my body. I can feel it in my toes and my fingertips.

My knees are weak and can't stand straight. My head is clouded and I'm super dizzy. This is a feeling I've never felt before and it's too much for me. I feel so vulnerable and I can't help but break down.

Tears start streaming down my cheeks before I collapse into Chris's arms as our lips untangle. Chris picks me up and takes me into his room.

I feel so ashamed for breaking down like this. The feeling I just had scares the shit out of me. I'm not sure I want to feel that again.

It's like my heart is hurting, but in a good way. I don't want that pain. I don't want any pain. Every time I'm with Chris my heart aches. Now that I think of it I realize that that's one of the reasons I don't want to be with him.

That's why I chose to date Eldridge. I don't feel this way when I'm with him. What will he think of me when he knows I've been kissing Chris.

Oh fuck him! I don't give a damn what he thinks.

"Yelle you okay?" Chris whispers.

I'm seated on his bed and he's on his knees in front of me, wiping away my tears.

I nod yes.

"I'm.... I'm not sorry I kissed you. Just so you know. I'll do it again whenever I get the chance"

I smile and shake my head at the guy in front of me. The numbness in my brain fades away quickly.

"Idiot! Why the fuck did you leave?"

"Someone sounds like she swallowed a frog. Let me get you some water"

He gets up and walks out to get me some water. I Look around his room for something to keep myself busy while he's gone. I refuse myself from thinking about what happened some minutes ago.

There's a picture of us on his bedside table. We were seven years old on that picture. I remember that day like yesterday.

We were in Disney land. I took some of his cotton candy, but when he took mine I got angry. He said sorry multiple times, but I was still angry. Then he started calling me all kinds of cute names to make me smile.

His aunt took the picture just when he kissed me on the cheek. My face looks half angry and half happy on the picture.

I take the picture from the table and run my fingertips over it.

"I remember that day like it was yesterday. You were so angry because of a little cotton candy. I didn't even eat it" Chris's voice says from behind me.

I smile and put the picture back where I took it.

"Yes you did eat it. A very big piece too"

"No I didn't. Besides. You ate like half of mine"

"That's not true. I only ate like a little of it. Plus you were okay with it. I wasn't okay with you eating mine"

"Seriously Yelle? I didn't eat it. I was scared for my life I put it back"

"I can not believe you're still denying that"

"I can't believe we're having this conversation about something that happened way over ten years ago" he laughs and I laugh too.

"Where's mom?" He asks after a while.

"She said she had something to take care of in the office"

"Are you sure?"

I nod. "That's what she said"

As we walk downstairs to the living room I ask him "What was Delanxy doing here anyway?"

"She called me saying she wanted to tell me something important and it couldn't be done over the phone. So I told her to come over. Her knee is injured and she asked me if I could help her clean the wound....."

I cut him off asking "what happened to her knee?"

"She fell when she was getting out of the car. I was still cleaning the wound when she suddenly took her dress off. I was shocked. Not that it was a bad sight tho. She's pretty hot.." I swat his arm and he chuckles. "Anyway after that everything went so fast I still can't wrap my mind around it"

"You should have fucked her ass and tell her to leave right after" I say and I'm crazy enough to mean it.

"You've got to be kidding me" he stays silent for a short time with a thoughtful expression. Then he says "you're right. I should have"

We look at each other and burst into laughter.

We chat about stupid things for hours and just have fun. We eat everything eatable in the house, which wasn't too much since he didn't do any shopping.

Around 3:00 pm we're seated on the floor playing cards. The sound of pillow talk by Zayn Malik fills the room and it's coming from my phone. I look at the screen to see who's calling.

Eldridge.

I look up at Chris and his eyes are fixed on the screen. I battle with myself on the inside if I should take it or not.

It shouldn't be worried about picking up, but something is stopping me, telling me no.

I look up at Chris and our eyes lock in each others gaze.
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Haya guys. 🙋
So I started my A/N's again, because I got a pep talk from two friends asking why I stopped doing it.

I just thought it was disturbing. If it is to you can just skip it.

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