Knock Me Out

Chapter 69

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Stupid idiotic thunderhead!

Why? What was he thinking when he made this crazy decision?

These days were so great and this morning he tells me he'll move to D.C. for the rest of this school year, because we need time apart.

"I'll finish the school year in WSU and then I'll come back to graduate here at ARU" 

Like what the fuck!! He's going to just leave and come back? And the most fucked up part is that my mom is making all the arrangements. My mom is fucking helping him to get away from me.

I'M GONNA DIE WITHOUT HIM! This is ridiculous!

"Yelle we're overdosing and we need some time apart to get our minds straight. To clear all the confussions in our heads and to make up our minds on what we really want" 

I told him that it was all bullshit. What do they even mean by this overdosing stuff? Him, my mom, Cordelia, aunt Alicia, aunt Amelia and God knows who else.

I totally flipped this morning when he told me he'll be leaving in two days. The process has been going on for some time now and guess who was the only person to not know.

Chanielle Righters! Yup, ME!!

I walk through the hall making my way to the cafeteria.

"Chanielle can I..." someone starts behind me, but I rudely cut her off.

"What!" The look in Selena's eyes tells me how greatly shocked she is.

"Oh umm...  I uuh"

"Sorry. What is it?" I ask in a less harsh tone even though the anger venom still drips from my words.

"I...I actually wanted to umm... tell you s-something, but it can... wait.. I'll just... I gotta go.. I umm" Selena stutters pointing with her thumb as she takes small steps away from me. I turn around and continue my path to the cafeteria.

I know I probably scared her, but I'll explain it to her later. She unlike Megan isn't used to my outbursts like this, but she's getting there. It's not like I want her to get used to me yelling at her and all, but sometimes like now I can't help my anger and these things happen. She needs to know that it's nothing personal.

I avoid our usual table and sit somewhere all the way in the back. I'm afraid I'll get even more pissed than I already am if they start asking stupid questions or acting weird. I just don't want to be bothered right now. I really want to be left alone, but guess what?

"Chaaan!"

Megan is the last person who'll ever understand that.

"What?! God dammit!?" I groan slamming my fist onto the table.

"Wow! I..I umm. I was just umm...shit... I didn't mean to get you all..." she stutters with her eyes wide from the schock.

"Please Megan. I just need to be alone right now" I say through my teeth.

"Fine I'll... I'll go sit with the others" she says softly and walks towards the others.

The time alone improved my mood a little bit, but not much though.

Right now I'm seated in my math class as John explains something I'm not really following. I know all this stuff already anyway, so why bother. I keep groaning every time I think about the conversation Chris and I had this morning.