Her Affliction

17. Infatuation

17. Infatuation

She's working on her kitchen gracefully and I'm following her every movements. Nakataas ang buhok nya and she's sweating. After I've told her that I dont need to explain much further, she didn't utter any words regarding that again.

I want her by my side, what's wrong with that? I like her shouting at me, I like the way she turns red, I like the way she answered back. Dont get me wrong, I just like her. She's new to me that's why I kept on coming back. I need a breath of fresh air, I need a break from Amity.

"Kumakain ka ba ng sinigang?" I nodded my head. She also nodded her head and she continued on what she is doing.

I kept on staring at her, she avoids me these last few days. I know that I'm complicated, I can't even explain why I want her to stay. I cannot explain why all of a sudden I wanted to get away from Amity and left the past behind. I just couldn't understand myself. In the first place, I didn't even see myself liking this woman. She's simple, too simple. No edge, or maybe she had.

The other day, Amity texted me and I didn't even replied back. I felt like I'm cheating when I do that. Pakiramdam ko ay niloloko ko si Hestia. And I dont know why! This madness must be stop!

"Luto na, teka. Ang kapal mo kasi, makikikain ka pa dito." Bulong nya. Her cheeks are red and she's still sweaty but she looks pretty.

"When was your last relationship?" Kumunot ang noo nya habang nag aayos ng plato sa mesa. Is there something wrong about my question?

"Matagal na, bakit? Anong problema mo?" She asks and she removed her apron and she sits infront of me. There's something wrong about me! Fuck! No, no, no Apol. Hell no! This just infatuation. A plain infatuation because you're always with her. You love Amity right?

"Nothing, natanong ko lang. That's why you are too dense." I smirked at her. She rolled her eyes and she started to fix our food. Nilagyan nya pa ako ng kanin sa plato, I smirked again.

"My girlfriend is really thoughtful huh," Namula na naman ang pisngi nya. I want fucking pinch her cheeks.

"Hindi mo ko girlfriend, feel na feel mo namang magkunwari. 'Wag mo ngang pinapagkalat yon!" Naiinis na sabi nya then she eats again. There's something about her that can calm down my nerves.

Kanina lang sa opisina ay gusto ko ng suntukin ang mga board members ko dahil sa katangahan ng pinopropose nila sakin pero just one hum from this woman in front of me and everything's okay.

"Kumain ka ng kumain, tutusukin kita ng tinidor."

"Why won't you marry me?" I suddenly ask. She stopped eating and put her utensils aside. She looks pissed so I grinned. Her nose is flaring and her cheeks became red, she looks so fluffy and that fucking pouty lips. What the hell, Apolcinto! Get a fucking grip.

"Ayoko, niloloko mo yung sarili mo. Kung nandito ka para ipilit mo sakin yang gusto mo, umalis ka na." She hissed. "Ang kulit kulit mo kamo, nakakainis 'to!"

"Just calm down, you're shouting and you're deafening me." She pouted her lips and continue eating. Her gray eyes looking at her food and she seems angry.

"Pakielam ko kung mabingi ka? Ang bipolar mo, kanina okay ka ngayon tinatanong mo ko ng ganyan.." She whispered but then I caught it. I arched my eyebrows.

"What?"

"Wala! Kumain ka na tsaka umuwi!"

This woman is really something and that something wants me to stay with her more. Hestia makes me forget the world that I made. The wrong world I'm into.