It's been a few weeks since the incident and I figured out that the two made it. Yay! At least they're happy now, maybe.
I want to visit them but Angels can't physically enter a human's heaven if it isn't important. I want to go in. I really do, but they won't allow me unless I have a good enough reason. And I don't.
Scott's been feeling horrible about everything. He thinks that what happened is his fault. I want to fix him, but he pushes me away every time. Alex tries to get him out of the house at least, but he says that it reminds him too much of his friends. I don't know how that can be, but it is.
"Scott, I'm sorry that you lost your friends. I really am, but you have to at least take care of yourself. You're so pale and every time I see you, you're sick. Do what your friends wanted you to do. Don't you think they want you to be healthy?" I heard Alex say to Scott.
"Well, how can I know that they wanted me to do so? They're dead so I guess that doesn't matter anymore! They don't have a say in my life anymore so I can do whatever I want! They won't care about me! I never helped them! They won't be able to see how I'm doing because they're gone! They'll never come back to correct me! And if they can, they won't even bother saying anything. They hate me because I NEVER HELPED THEM! THEY WERE CRYING FOR HELP AND ALL I DID WAS RUN! DO YOU REALLY THINK THEY WOULD WANT A FRIEND WHO DOES THAT?! DO YOU REALLY THINK THEY WOULD HANG OUT WITH A MAN WHO LEAVES THEM TO DIE?!" Scott yelled. I then heard him scream and slam his door closed. I heard loud sobs coming from his room, along with quiet sayings of 'I'm sorry'.
Alex walked into the room I was in and sat down on the couch, putting his hands in his head. I noticed he's been stressing out with Scott. But he never mentioned it because he wants to put Scott's needs first. That's what a good boyfriend would do, right? I'm not sure, but it seems like he cares about him. At least Alex isn't like most boyfriends. I've seen people's lovers leave them because they were too clingy, or broken. But what that person's lover doesn't know, is that their girlfriend or boyfriend is dying on the inside. Alex knows this and this is why I like him. Not as much as Mitch, but he's in my chart.
"You wanna nap for a bit? I know you haven't slept since we got here." I offered him.
"It's okay. I'm fine." He answered. I wasn't gonna take 'no' for an answer.
"Go to sleep. I'll take care of Scott. I won't leave you alone until you go to your room and sleep on the bed." I demanded.
Alex sighed and got up. He walked in his room and shut the door. Finally. He would've passed out if he stayed up any longer.
I got up a few minutes after and slowly made my way to Scott's door. I could still hear him cry and scream. I opened the door and found Scott curled up in his bed, laying in a puddle of his tears.
I sat next to him and patted his back. I've never dealt with this before. "I'm sorry. They were the best humans I've ever met.".
I didn't do anything else. All I did was pat his back and hug him. It was really awkward considering I've never hugged someone before.
We hugged for a bit before he started to speak. It was difficult to understand what he was trying to say, but it was clear enough to hear most of his words. "C-Cas? H-ow do y-ou dea-eal with eve-eryone dying around you? I mean, you l-ive forev-ever. How can y-ou cope wi-ith your sub-subjects dying?"
"Usually, they would live. But there were two that broke my heart the first time. They were brothers. Sam and Dean Winchester. They had terrible lives from the beginning. I came and helped them. But something went wrong. Sam and Dean went radio silent. I was confused on how they did that, but I soon found them. They were not who they were. Sam and Dean were demons. Sam was possessed, I knew that, but Dean. He was a pure demon. What he said to you was not true. He stays in that body." I started to cry.
Scott looked up at me in confusion. "H-how? I thought demons were souls, like dead people."
"Dean had the Mark of Cain. When I thought I lost them, Dean died with that mark. He came back to life, but as a demon. Sam tried his best to get him back, but Dean was already gone. Just before Dean left, he cut Sam on his chest. There was a tattoo that prevented him getting possessed by demons. Dean cut that and a demon got in him. They're still out there, killing. Still on the road together before all of this."
"Can you help them? They have to have a weakness. Everything has a weakness."
"There are three ways to help Sam and to ways to help Dean. With Sam, you can exercise the demon or kill them with a demon blade. The other way is to try to 'forgive' the demon. Try to find a way to get them to break. With Dean, you kill him with the blade or try to break him. But the problem with Dean is that the mark can't be taken off. There's nothing we found to take it off. Even if we cure him, he will still have the mark and he will become a demon again. We can't let that happen."
"So there is still a cure, it's just risky?"
"Yes. I had a chance to cure them, but I couldn't risk it. I let them go. It's my fault that this is all happening."
"Why are they attacking all your subjects?"
"That's what I'm trying to figure out."
Scott and I had stopped crying and now we were just talking.
"So, what you're saying is that Sam and Dean are out there, killing and torturing people for no reason what so ever?"
"That may be a reason."
"And since all of my friends are dead, there's a chance that they can become demons, too?"
"Yeah. They can come back as a demon or a ghost. Who knows? Or maybe they'll stay in the place they are in right now."
Scott sat up and looked me in the eye.
"Is there a way to get them back?"
