Looking for me

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I worry that i am not myself,
That i have been possessed by some other earth seeking spirit
Because i am human, pulled apart from humanity.
I worry that with each falling leaf
I change into a stranger,
My familiar cursive seems foreign to my inked palms,
These words bandits to my spoken lips.
I am a violent pacifist;
Let my palms run through you in hopes of grounding myself.
I worry that i am the extremities of emotions with enlightening days being as skies (eternal yet changing ever smoothly).
I worry that i have no place because I haven't the faintest idea of who i am;
If life is about discovering yourself, then i am a detriment to the future.
I worry that I don't need to know me when i like the assured sound of acquaintances.
-by holly boyd

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