25. t h a n k y o u f o r t h e v e n o m

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Dallon

Some days I feel cocky, like I'm such a big catch. When I feel like I relate to Send my Love by Adele.

But other days I just feel like I really miss that person, and that nobody is like them. Then I feel like relate to Hello by Adele.

Adele is just there with anything.

It's all just one big mess and I wish people didn't feel these things. But it makes life interesting. Sure does for me anyways.

It's okay to hurt, I don't , but it's okay to cry yourself to sleep at 2 am, I haven't. Finally getting it through your head that he is actually gone and doesn't actually care about you is the first step to moving on.

At least I hope it is.

But I didn't really care.

I don't know man. I'm saying all these things about how I'm not sad and I'm not hurting but I'm lying. I'm dying inside and it hurts that he could actually just do something like that to a person who was in the wrong place at the right time. It's overwhelming to think that he was getting with Sarah while I was still trying to maintain the relationship.

I hope he hurts.

It's given me way more time to spend with Patrick and Breezy anyway, wherever they are now.

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