Tidal Waves- Brallon

31. o v e r j o y e d

Dallon

It's been 5 days. Yes, I have gone home a few times. Just to get more clothes and stuff but my room is now ready to sleep in.

This is exciting! Getting to actually redecorate my room. During the time I spent at Breezy's house we did little DIYs for my room. She's quite the creative one.

We made this picture thing with literally string and a board that has a cool design on it. We have to clip the pictures on it.

We also made origami figures to hang on the wall.

And as the cool kids say, "It's gonna be lit."

Yeah we went out and bought lights for my room.

Man, I feel like a thirteen year old tumblr girl.

The room itself looks great, but having everything in it. The white bed frame and dressers would look great with the black walls.

Now with only one day left of winter break, and having a completely fucked up sleeping schedule. We go back to school tomorrow.

Normally, I would be excited. I usually never spent the winter break with anyone. I would always be bored and would rather go to school than stay home the whole break. But now, I could probably spend a few more days with Breezy.

But that seems unrealistic now, considering her parents are probably annoyed with me. I would be too, honestly.

So tonight, I sleep with the little dim lights on, and just think. Tonight is an odd night.

I remember when me and Breezy had that little hiatus apart, all I could think was that the one person I wanted to talk to didn't even look me in the eyes anymore. It physically pained me having to go to school and only having Patrick to see, when he wanted to see Andy way more.

Andy and Patrick were weird. They didn't fit together. The two are both opposites and honestly, Patrick doesn't see this but when that relationship is over he's going to think it's okay for a relationship to hide. For one person to be ashamed of the other.

I feel bad for Patrick. Andy doesn't deserve him. Andy has changed him. Patrick was way more happy and himself. He talked to me a lot and didn't care how he looked. Maybe it was just him growing as a person, or maybe it's Andy. Whatever it is, it's scares me.

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I went back to school on the 9th. I missed school today which is the 11th and I'm missing school tomorrow for no reason. I'm happy about it.

-me