Silver Hearts (Completed)

SH27

SH27

Pabalikwas akong umupo nang magising ako at agad kong hinawakan ang tyan ko. I looked around and noticed that I was in my hotel room at nasa bed ako. What happened? Is my baby okay?

Pinakiramdaman ko ang sarili ko pero wala akong maramdaman na sakit maliban sa sakit sa ulo ko. I tried to get up at doon ko napansin na iba na ang suot ko. I am wearing a large shirt and an oversized pants. Kasama 'to sa mga binili saakin dati ni Silver.

I went to the CR nang maramdaman kong naiihi na ako. Naghilamos na rin ako at nagtooth brush.

When I went out of the comfort room, nakita ko si Silver na papasok rin sa kwarto ko. Nanlaki ang mata niya nang makita ako at agad lumapit saakin para hawakan ang braso ko.

"Are you okay? Wala bang masakit sayo?" Mabilisan niyang tanong. I shook my head.

"Medyo masakit lang ang ulo ko. What happened?" I sat in my bed dahil nakakaramdam nanaman ako ng hilo.

"I brought you to the nearest medical hospital." Lumapit siya sa tabi ko at hinawakan ang noo ko. "Masakit ba talaga?"

Again, I shook my head as an answer to his question. "Kunting kirot lang. Bakit tayo nandito ulit? I thought dinala mo ko doon? Is my baby okay?"

"Pinauwi nila tayo. They said everything is fine with you and the baby. Wala naman daw bleeding na nangyari. I still don't trust their judgment. Bukas na bukas, magpapacheck ka ulit sa OB Gyn." He tried to massage my temple pero tinanggal ko ang kamay niya. I don't need him to heal me.

"Uuwi tayo bukas ng maaga. Doon nalang ako magpapacheck up." I answered coldly. Atleast, nakahinga ako ng sabihin niyang wala naman palang nangyari sa baby ko.

"Are you sure? We can reschedule the-"

"No. I want to go home already." I interrupted. Things are getting more and more complicated. Lalo na ang nararamdaman ko. I don't know how to name this pero nalilito na talaga ako sa mga kinikilos ni Silver. I tried to shrug off the unwanted feelings saka bumalik sa paghiga.

"I'm going to sleep again. I am still sleepy." I took my pillow and hugged it. The truth is my head still aches that's why I prefer to sleep again.

"Hindi ka pa kumakain. Mamaya ka na matulog. You already slept for more than four hours." He moved closer to me. Naamoy ko nanaman siya.

"I am still sleepy." I mumbled as I shut my eyes close. I felt so tired.

"You need to eat." He touched my legs and slowly massaged it. I tried to really ignore it.

"I want to sleep." Pagmamatigas ko. He remained silent for awhile before I felt him stood up. Gusto ko dumilat para tingnan siya pero pinanindigan ko ang pagpikit ko.

"Okay. I'll go somewhere. I'll lock the door and don't go anywhere else." Yon lang ang narinig ko bago siya lumabas. I wondered where he's going but I immediately shook my head and tried to flood my mind with other thoughts. Katulad nalang kung ano ang pwede kong ipangalan sa baby ko or kung paano ko siya palalakihin. That ideas slowly drowned me to sleep.

I woke up again at midnight and felt an extreme hunger. Napaupo ako sa kama at naramdaman ang kumukulo kong sikmura. I want to eat anything that's salty.

Bahagya pa akong nagulat nang may gumalaw sa tabi ko. I saw Silver peacefully sleeping hugging another pillow. I cringed. He did sleep here again huh? Iniripan ko siya na para namang makikita niya yon.

I stood up and went to the comfort room when I felt like I need to urinate. Pagkatapos ko sa CR ay naghalungkat ako ng jacket sa cabinet. Lalabas nalang ako at kakain doon sa 24/7 open na restaurant sa harap ng resort. I was about to wear ny flipflops when Silver woke up.