Silver Hearts (Completed)

SH35

SH35 (Last Chapter)

Derederetsong naglakad si Silver sa table namin. Grabe ang kabang naramdaman ko. I know I should be angry at him by this time. I even plan to act cold and ignore him but the situation complicates everything. I am with Earl and that made the difference.

Walang pasabi sabing hinila ako ni Silver patayo at palabas ng restaurant. Earl called for me but when I turned my head, I saw Goldie stopping him from following us. Nang makita ko yon, naisip ko agad na si Goldie ang nagsumbong sa Kuya niya kung nasaan ako at sino ang kasama ko.

"You're not wearing your engagement ring." Nakakunot noong tanong saakin ni Silver nang nasa sasakyan kami pauwi sa condo. I didn't answer. Sa pagstay ko sakanya sa mga nagdaang araw, pinasuot niya saakin ulit ang engagement ring na binigay niya saakin noong nagka amnesia siya.

Wala akong imik sa buong byahe hanggang sa pagdating namin sa condo. I went out the car first and went directly to his unit. Mabilis na nakasunod saakin si Silver at paulitulit na tinatawag ako.

Pagpasok pa lang namin, agad akong dumeretso sa kama at nahiga. Tinapon ko nalang yung suot kong sandals at cardigan kong saan. It's almost midnight and I want to ask him where did he came from and who's with him. Si Scarlet ba? I want to cry again because of the idea.

"Violet! Bakit mo kasama ang lalaking 'yon? How many times do I have to remind you that I don't want that guy near you." Halos pasigaw na niyang sabi saakin na hindi ko sinagot. I am afraid my voice will crack if ever I'll speak. Pinuno nanaman ng ideya ang utak ko na si Scarlet ang mahal ni Silver at hindi ako. Na napipilitan lang siyang kasama ako dahil nabuntis niya ako.

"He has a name! And you don't have to care why I am with Earl. Stop acting like you're a jealous boyfriend, Silver." I bursted out. Isinuksok ko lang nalang ang mukha ko sa unan nang sunod sunod na tumulo ang luha ko. Why am I such a cry baby? Wala na ata akong ginawa sa buhay ko kundi ang mag iiyak dahil kay Silver. I should really stop this madness because it's no good.

"At paano ako hindi magseselos Violet? That guy obviously likes you! At hindi mo lang ako basta boyfriend, fiance mo ako." Naramdaman ko ang pag upo niya sa gilid ng kama. Hindi ako gumalaw. Niyakap ko lang ng mahigpit ang unan na hawak hawak ko. "Why are you not wearing your ring, Baby? Did you lost it? Tell me, hindi ako magagalit."

"I threw it away!" I tried to shout it but the pillow won't let me. Ang totoo, nasa bag ko lang 'yong singsing dahil hinubad ko kanina.

"Baby naman. 'wag ka na magalit. Where did you put your ring?" He caressed my arms so I slapped it away as I sat up. Hinarap ko siya at sinalubong ko ang tingin niya. I gave him a death glare.

"I already told you, I threw it away. I want to call off the wedding, Silver. Hindi na tayo dapat makasal pa." I said in a very cold tone. Agad ko nakita ang pagkagulat at pamumutla niya dahil sa sinabi ko. After a second, he recovered from his reaction and tried to reach his hands to my arms.

"No, Baby. You are just upset. We're not calling off the wedding." Umusog siya para mas makalapit saakin pero nilayo ko ang sarili ko.

"Yes, Silver. I am really upset to the point that I don't want to be married to you." I made a straight face. Kailangan kong magpakatapang. I knew this hurts me so much but Silver doesn't love me. He doesn't have to be with me just because I am pregnant.

"Why are you saying this, Baby? Wala naman tayong problema ah? I-is this because of that guy?" I know that he is referring to Earl but he's wrong. This is because of his love to Scarlet.

"This is not because of anyone, Silver," Yumuko ako saka umiling. I breathed deeply to gather my strength to tell him everything. "This is about you. I knew you've been through a lot Silver but you don't have to marry me if you don't really want to. Kung ang baby ang iniisip mo, kaya kong buhayin siya. Hindi ko siya ipagkakait sayo. You don't have to be guilty."