Silver Hearts (Completed)

SH20

SH20

"I was told you are here." He answered looking seriously down at me. Naglaho agad lahat ng pag-asa sa puso ko. All I thought is he came for me but of course not. Bakit naman niya ako pupuntahan dito? That's so foolish of me to even have the idea na ako ang rason ng pagpunta niya dito.

All my thoughts went to the memory that Mamu discovered where I was last night. Paniguradong sila ang nagsabi kay Silver na nandito ko. And I am also sure that he was here because they told him so. Our parents could be this desperate para lang mapag usap kami.

Napaiwas ako ng tingin. Maybe Silver felt so disgusted towards me para mapilitan pa akong puntahan dito. He should be free from everyone around him. He should have atleast his freedom.

"Uhm. Sinong kasama mo?" I absent-mindedly asked. Baka kasama niya ang parents namin at kukunin na ako para pabalikin at ikasal bigla.

"Ako lang." He answered coldly. It was very evident that what he's doing is unwanted.

"You could go back... I mean, okay lang ako mag isa dito at baka magtagal pa ako. Pwede mo namang sabihin kila Mamu na okay lang ako dito." I held my gaze down. Hindi ko kayang salubongin ang tingin niya dahil pakiramdam ko, maiiyak lang ako. But when he did not answer for a long while, I looked up at him only to know that he is looking down at my pants. Napatingin din ako doon and I immediately blushed.

"Shit" My zipper is open dahil di ko yun nabutones kanina. I immediately turned back and tried to zip it again. Nang di ko nanaman ma butones, binababa ko nalang ang upper ko para medyo matakpan ito.

"Uhm... Sorry about that." I looked up to meet his gaze again. Unti unti nanaman akong nalulunod ng kanyang mga mata kaya napaiwas ako ng tingin.

Silver looked so stressed. He looks like he hadn't slept for days and that maybe because of me. Hindi dahil gusto niya akong isipin but maybe because he badly wants to get rid of me.

Napatingin ulit ako kay Silver. Despite his stressed aura, di ko parin matanggi na siya parin yung lalaking mahal na mahal ko. His long nose, his closed and wet lips, his seemingly now a bit long hair and his usual scent. I can't help but still adore him despite everything.

"Kailan ang balik mo? Uhm. Pwede ka pa naman sigurong humabol ng flight... mamaya. Malapit lang naman ang airport dito." I told him when he didn't even blinked looking down at me.

"I intend to stay here until you decide to go back home." His voice is still cold and my heart is rapidly beating. Maybe because of heart ache or by his mere presence.

"ohh." I nodded my head slowly. Baka sinabihan nila Mamu na hindi siya pwedeng bumalik ng hindi ako kasama. I bet this is what Scarlet means. He is too pressured by our parents. And she was his defiance kaya mahal na mahal siya ni Silver. She was his breather. "Pwede ka naman siguro maunang bumalik. Sabihin mo nalang sakanilang di mo ako nahanap or umuwi na ako at sa condo ko na ako. You... You could also tell them that we already had talked para di ka na nila pilitin."

"I am staying here." Diniin pa niya yung salita niya kaya nakaramdam ako ng kaba.

"Uhh okay. Saan ka magsstay? Uhm. There are other resorts here. May sa kabila-"

"I am occupying the room next to yours." Pagputol niya saakin. I nodded again.

"Ahh ganun ba... " My response was almost a whisper. Silence again. I don't know how to respond to the situation. He is there, standing beside my room's door and here I am, holding the door knob to let it open while we devour the deafening silence.

"I will just..." he cut off his sentence kaya napatingin ulit ako sa kanya. I kept my gaze low because I felt so hurt and guilty. "fetch you later for dinner. Do not sleep."