Silver Hearts (Completed)

SH 14

SH 14

I suddenly panicked when I felt the other side of the bed empty. Agad akong napabangon at lumabas ng kwarto. Napahinga lang ako ng maluwag nang makita ko si Silver sa kitchen na naghahanda ng breakfast.

It's been three weeks since Silver started to remember things and each day, his memories are slowly coming back. Pero pasalamat narin ako at hindi alaala ni Scarlet ang dumarating.

That's the reason why each day I woke up without him beside me makes me stumble on my feet and look for him. Nangangamba ako na baka isang araw pagising ko, naalala na niya pala ang lahat. Natatakot ako. I have perceived that that day will come but up until now, I am still not prepared on how to react or what to do. All the possible things been on my mind but I am immediately washing it off because I hate the idea that sooner or later, I have to leave Silver or maybe it's the other way around, he will leave me.

"Ang aga mo nagising Baby." I told him as I sat on one of the chairs beside the dining table. Agad kong ininom ang Calamansi juice na nakalapag sa mesa. He knows that the first thing I want to drink in the morning is Calamansi Juice. Ewan ko, nagiging routine ko na since tumira ako kay Silver.

And yes. I've been staying with him for weeks already. Hindi ko naman nilipat ang buong mga gamit ko dito but I already had spare clothes and things in here. Pag wala ako, bumibili nalang kami ni Silver.

"It's already 10 in the morning Baby. So nope, I didn't wake up early. I woke up at 8 and you just got off the bed late." Binalik niya ang attention niya sa hinahandang breakfast. Ganito nalang ang set up palagi. I'll wake up late so he had to do the morning preps. Naguguilty ako  kasi dapat ako ang gumagawa noon pero pag kasama ko si Silver, lagi akong late magising. Of course it's partly his fault! Pagurin ka ba naman gabi gabi!

"Kasalanan mo 'to. I always tell you we should sleep early. Buti Saturday ngayon or we'll be late at work again." Umirap ako habang nilalapag niya ang eggs and bacon sa mesa. May fried rice narin at pancakes. Buti nalang 'di nakalimot magluto to.

"So it's my fault that you're seducing me each night?" He smirked as he raised his other eyebrow. Umirap nalang ulit ako saka nagsimulang kumain nang marinig siyang humahalakhak. I am getting pissed when he is teasing me. I am just not used to it. I mean, alam kong mahilig mangulit si Silver even before we were young but not the kind of tease na may halong malisya.

Nagsalin ako ulit ng Calamansi juice sa baso ko. During morning, mainit na juice ang iniinom ko. During lunch and dinner, Ice cold naman. It tastes so good.

"Oh. Dahan dahan sa pagkain. Alam kong nakakagutom yung ginawa natin kagabi but you should atleast spare me some food. Inuubos mo lahat eh. Kaya ka nananaba." He teased again so I had enough. Padabog kong nilapag ang kutsara at tinidor ko at tumayo. I am still not satisfied eating but I am really pissed. He is indirectly saying na matakaw ako kaya nagwalk out ako.

I immediately went to the CR at nagsimulang maligo. I heard him knock and saying sorry kaya pinaandar ko yung faucet sa lababo para di ko siya marinig. Uggh! I am even wasting water.

When I am done, lumabas na ako. He immediately handed me my robe. Alam niyang wala akong dala sa CR so yung towel niya ang nagamit ko. Inirapan ko ulit siya. I am still hungry and this is his fault!

"Baby. Sorry na. Nagjojoke lang naman ako." He said habang naghahanap ako ng masusuot sa closet niya. Wala naman akong gagawin so I'll wear his hoodie and boxers. It feels comfortable especially when you don't wear undergarments.

"Baby naman eh. Kumain na tayo. Malapit na maglunch tapos wala ka pang kain. Sorry na. Please."

I still didn't answer as I wear his clothes. Pinanuod niya lang ako and I don't care, sanay naman yan eh. When I am done, tinalikuran ko siya para bumalik sa CR. I'll brow dry my hair. Pero bago pa ako makalapit sa CR agad niyang hinapit ang bewang ko at yumakap siya saakin mula sa likod.