Silver Hearts (Completed)

SH4

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My heart raced again as I saw Silver's grin. His deep eyes' looks is enough for my knees to shake. That looks give butterflies on my stomach yet fear unto my heart. His looks maybe enough to make my heart beat race yet the fact that he might not have any amnesia and just caught me on track that I lied to him, that I would take opportunity on him gave fear to me for the fact that he'll hate me again for that. I just can't take the idea that Silver will hate me forever just because of another stupidity I made. Sobrang masakit nga nung magalit siya saakin nung huli kaming magusap bago siya ma aksedente, ngayon pa kaya?

I just love Silver even before kaya kung hindi niya ako magustuhan, I'll just stick unto that, at least I can be with him.

"S-sorry Silver- I d-didn't m-mean" I started crying. Yes, he had amnesia but as how the doctor told us so, he can remember anything anytime. So maybe, as of now, he remembered everything, me, and how I just lied to him now.

"I am sorry too." He uttered before he reached my hand to hold it. Napatigil nalang ako sa pagiyak while looking at him with a shock face. Silver? Saying sorry to me? That was a bit.. that was history!

"B- bakit?" my eyes really widen as I witness Silver holding my hand while smiling at me innocently. Atsaka, bakit siya nagsosorry where in the first place, ako ang nagsinungaling at may kasalanan ditto?

"For being angry with you before having an accident." He just gave me those sincere and innocent looks. I just can't believe this, tama nga sila. Silver had an amnesia because if not, Im sure, he'll shout at me to get out of this room. "They told me already what really happened, we had a fight because of my fault, I got angry, went to a bar and get drunk, I tried to look for you to say sorry and it just happened na naaksidente ako. Im Sorry baby for having anamnesia."

"H-ha?"” hindi pa ako nakakarecover sa gulat ko sa mga pinagsasabi ni Silver. Lalo na sa kwento niya, I mean, kwento nila. They sure planned this well, that even they’'re so called story was really furnished well. And the ‘'baby'’ thing. This was the first time he called me with that endearment na wala siyang hinihiling na favor. “"H-hindi m-mo naman kasalan-nan.”" I am still star strucked. Silver’'s holding my hand tightly na parang natatakot siyang pakawalan ito.

“"But.. It’'s still my fault to forget you. Mahal kita Viloet and I think, it’s wrong for me to forget the one I loved. Na kailangan pa ikwento saakin ng ibang tao kung ano meron tayo."” He pulled my hand so I had no choice but to take another step closer to his bed and to him. “"But I can promise Baby, I’ll still love you kahit wala akong maalala. I can feel that.. In here.” "

Alam ba ni Silver ang pinagsasabi niya? Parang hindi si Silver ang kausap ko. Para siyang sinapian ng kung sinong nilalang. This is so good to be true. This was just like my day dreams when I fantasized that he is confessing to me.

Again, my shocked face got even worst when he puts my hand on his chest. He is making me feel his heartbeat.

“"Can you feel it? Kahit nung una kang pumasok kasama si Granny, I know it was you.. I can just feel it.”" No doubt, his heartbeat was fast but it can’t be compared to mine because I think it will already burst out. Wala akong masabi. I don’t even know what to say. How would I act or react? Urg! My brain’s not functioning.

“"I-ikaw ba talaga yan Silver?"” napatakip nalang ako ng bibig ng masabi ko yun. Oh my god! I should have not asked that, baka mabuking ako.

“"Why?”" he gave me a curious look and I gulped. Parang agad agad na gumana ang utak ko. Adrenaline rush? I need to give an alibi.

“"Ah- I mean… You’ve never been this corny before…. He – he – he..”" Did I just laugh awkwardly?

I thought I’d be caught on act but I just see him turn red while trying not to smile. Halata pa sa pag nguso niya ang pagpigil nya g ngiti.