If I Knew

Chapter Thirty Seven

CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN

JANICE POV

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I'm not sure if me dreaming about Niall was a sweet dream or a nightmare.

Life was being extra cruel to me today.

I woke up in the middle of the night around 3AM and noticed the time.

Niall was still asleep next to me.

That boy could probably sleep for days, even without a coma.

I got up slowly and went to the bathroom.

After, I went to the living room and tried to watch a little bit of TV but there wasn't anything good on being the time it was.

I guess I was tired, so I went back to my room and laid down and just waited for my mind to slow down and just let me drift away into sleep.

In the morning when I woke up, I felt super warm, and like something was around me.

Once I was fully awake and conscious of what was going on, I felt Niall move a little and noticed he had his arms wrapped around me like if I was a teddy bear.

"What am I going to do with you." I whispered to myself.

"Hm?" He said sleepily.

"Niall, I told you already. This can't happen!"

"Wait, Janice, I have to tell you some.."

"Niall, what did I say? I told you, whatever you're thinking, isn't really you!"

"Janice, please! Just let me talk."

"I don't want to hear it. I'm done getting hurt okay!"

I got up and began to walk away.

"Janice I'm sorry okay!"

I continued and walked out the door.

"I REMEMBER!" I heard him scream.

I stopped.

"I remember everything! Our first date, that night, the betrayal, all those reasons.."

I walked back into my room.

"I .. I remember everything. It's all back."

"What do you mean? Did your memory come back already?"

"I guess so. And .. I'm sorry I just, I can't believe I was stupid enough to let you go Janice, I'm sorry."

"This cannot be true. Am I dreaming? Am I being punked because this isn't funny."

"No. It's all real life. I made a mistake, and I want to fix it."

"I don't understand. I.. It doesn't make sense. You almost hated me for a while."

"I never hated you. Come, can you let me explain, please?" He sat up a bit and patted the bed.

I listened and went to lay down next to him.

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*NIALL POV*

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I opened my eyes and there was absolutely dark all around.

I reached for my phone and realized it was 4 in the morning.

That was a pretty good nap, I thought to myself.

I turned and saw Janice sleeping next to me.

She looked so cute.

Hey! I'm in her room, wait. What's going on? I thought I was .. No I'm out of the hospital. But before that I was driving home from that bar and.. I remember! I remember what happened with Janice now. I finally understand why she'd think I was playing her again. I'm so stupid. I let her go, and went for some girl I met at a party while I was drunk... *sigh*