If I Knew

Chapter Eleven

CHAPTER ELEVEN

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{NIALL POV}

"Good morning Mr. Big ass hangover."

"Ugh, what happened?!" I said.

"You already forgot everything that happened? Lets just hope no one tells Janice what you were doing."

I looked at him confused, then it all slowly began to come back.

**last night**

After mine and Leslie's make out session we went back to the living room and kept drinking. I remember asking where Janice was and when Danielle came back from looking for her she said she called and said she felt sick and left.

I kind of ignored her and kept drinking. Then Leslie told me to go dance with her since she wasn't going to come back.

We got up and started dancing. Then when the right song came on, she started grinding on me.

I was shocked and felt guilty again, but I just went with it. I mean it was just one time right? I didn't think it could get any worse.

Then she pulled me back to the hallway and again she pressed her lips against mine. This time I didn't hesitate for a second.

I picked up her legs and she wrapped them around my back. It was already past 11. I don't know how long we were in the hall, but when I heard someone say,

"Leslie?"

"Niall?"

We both stopped and looked up. Dani and Liam were in the same hall, they looked at us with disappointment. Me and Leslie looked at each other and then looked down.

"Let's go, I can't belie... Lets go home."

Danielle said guiding Leslie by her shoulder.

"You f*cked up man." Liam said, shaking his head.

I held onto him trying not to fall over as we walked about.

**morning again**

"Oh.."

I looked down feeling ashamed.

"I was drunk man, please don't tell her."

"I'm not going to tell her anything, even if you were drunk, that still wasn't cool. I don't know, I'm just going to stay out of this, and pretend like I didn't see anything. You can talk to Leslie and Janice and figure stuff out, but you may just have ruined your chance with someone and their friendship."

"You don't think she'll be mad do you?"

"Are you kidding, I'd be pissed if I were her. But who knows. I say just talk to her as soon as you can, don't hide anything from her. Even if you don't want to be more than friends, don't be one of those guys. I know you're better than that. Now come and help me with breakfast."

"Oh-okay, just let me go talk to her first."

I walked out and walked over to her place and rang the bell.

The door opened.