YOU'RE STILL MINE (Book 2)

Prologue~

Prologue~

I was once broken. I thought it would lead me to my own death.

But you came and bring everything back not into normal but more adorable life.

I used to disbelieve you, when you say you loved me.

I beg to disagree.

But you pleased me. You proved me you’re deeply in love with me.

So did I.

I returned every single love you gave me.

But I don’t assure that I loved you more than you loved me.

You did everything to make me feel I was your own property, yours alone.

Giving my needs, giving my everything, giving you.

Sacrificing a lot of things, even your own happiness.

Living in the total opposite of your real position in life just to prove that you deserve me.

Obeying things that you really did not wanted to do.

Dumping big things you love for me.

You showed me how much you love me.

In words,

And even in actions.

Your simple touch gave me chills.

Your simple smile gave my tummy lots of butterflies.

And simple kiss gave me crazy weird feelings.

Every single second with you is so magical.

It was a perfect view.

Seeing us as a couple.

Everything in my life was perfect before you came,

And it became more than perfect when you entered my life.

I thought I would live in my perfect life forever.

Until I made stupid things. Stupid crazy things.

I admit it, I did it. But I did not do it to hurt you.

Or even to show affection to him.

I did it because I have to.

But you wouldn’t accept any reason I will give.

I can’t blame you.

If I would be in your position, I would never listen to anyone’s explanation too.

But believe me in this one thing.

This is the most truthful thing in my life.

That is, I love you.

People change, but my love for you would never be.

I hope we could put everything back.

I love you.

And I don’t want to say goodbye.

You are the best thing I ever had, Vince Marcelo Alvarez.

Love, Maria Odette Lopez

xxx

“Yuck! That is the corniest thing on Earth! Geez.” Josh shouted as he reads my letter.

I slapped his head in frustration and she eyed on me. Fuck him! I meant every single word in that later, for crissakes! Then he’s gonna tell me it’s the corniest thing on earth? Oh my gosh!!!

“Send this to him, please?” I begged.

“Girl, are you crazy? Do you think he would accept such thing from ME?” he answered angrily.

He has a point. Until now, Vince has no idea about him. But I’m fucking desperate! Look, I miss him badly. I want to explain myself. But he hates me a lot and he would not talk to me. He doesn’t even want to see me.

“There’s more chance to accept it from you than see it from me.” I sadly said.

xxx

Life is life.

Sa ayaw at sa gusto mo, kailangan mong harapin ang mga challenges na hinanda para sa’yo. Manalo ka man o matalo, madehado ka man o lumamang, mawawalan ka ng happiness at happy ending kung hindi ka lalaban.

Mayaman ka man o mahirap, hindi ka maeexempt sa laban ng buhay. You have to face all the consequences you are destined to get through. Pwede kang manalo kung lalaban ka, pwede ka ring matalo kung magpapalamon ka lang sa takot mong lumaban.

Kapag tinalikuran mo ang dapat ay hinarap mo, wag kang iiyak at harapin mo ang kapalit ng desisyon mo. Harapin mo ang lahat parang pagtalikod mo sa kanya.

Pano kung hinihintay ka pala nya? Mahal ka nya eh, mahal ka nya kahit nasaktan sya. Isang salita mo lang babalik naman sya eh. Pero wala kang ginawa.

It’s never too late. Sa ugali mong yan? Walang maniniwalang hindi mo sya kayang ipaglaban. Lahat naniniwalang may pag-asa pa. Lumaban ka lang.

Oo nga, nasa iba sya. Pero sayo pa rin naman sya eh. Buong buo. No more, no less. So do everything to earn him back.

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