Last night I woke up at 3 AM and just started crying my eyes out, I realized that life used to be so easy and I have no idea on how I got here in life. I cut my thigh, I've never done that before but I couldn't do it on my arm and more cause I ran out of room for bracelets and I can't wear long sleeves cause I live in Alabama and it gets really hot. But I did that and I feel stupid about it, I then told my friend at school what was happening in my life. Here's the sad part, we watched a video in biology today and it was talking about white blood cells killing themselves an I started crying. I'm so emotional and it sucks.
I did some research on FtM transitions and I watched a few sex change videos, if was interesting. Then I did some research on gender fluid people, and that was interesting.
I'm thinking about the whole thing about me being a male, and I began thinking of names and just trying to make things make sense in my head. I still really like Binder... It seems really cool and it's such a cool name.
My friends Grandma brought me some medicine at school today cause my arm and leg were hurting, then I cried. The girl I had a crush on gave me my hoodie back today, that hurt.
Why can't I find someone? Am I messed up you guys? Is there something wrong with me causing nobody to like me? Do you guys like me? I'm guessing you do if you still read this... Whatever.
Love you guys
See ya
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Guys, I'm Gay
Non-FictionThe Life Story of a meme fueled, hormone filled, raging homosexual teenager. I'm just here to share my experiences and "knowledge" or advice on life as a teenager going through shit. Sit back and relax, and look at my shitty life in the slowly bei...
