The Life Story of a meme fueled, hormone filled, raging homosexual teenager.
I'm just here to share my experiences and "knowledge" or advice on life as a teenager going through shit.
Sit back and relax, and look at my shitty life in the slowly bei...
I like to write at night when my head is pounding and I can't feel the world and I'm just down right sad. Tonight is one of those nights where I'm lying in bed sweating like crazy and can't hear anything but ringing. I'm used to it though so don't be sorry.
I worked all weekend and it sucked, but I get paid Thursday so that's nice, hopefully it's a lot. Friday is formal and I really want to go but I have nobody to go with and I don't have a suit or dress or anything and I have to work Friday. It sucks cause all I really want is love and for someone to appreciate me?
Isn't it everyone's dream to go to a dance and be able to be with who they want in public and have a good night and just be happy??? I'd die for a hug and someone to make me feel like I have a purpose in the world. That's all I need is a purpose.
Last week I bought a Jake Paul mask and it came in the mail today so that's lit, I don't even know if I'm a Jake Pauler I just wanted to waste money on something fun haha.
I went on a "date" with a person named Daytona and they stood me up to smoke cigarettes with their friends and my friend Spencer sat with me and we listened to cringey songs.
Tomorrow I have an eye doctor appointment so hopefully I can get new glasses! I get to sleep in tomorrow and I'm excited! I like sleeping so hopefully I wake up in a better mood.
Tonight I'm just laying here wondering what Christian is doing. I've been doing so good without her and it's not fair to me that my mind has to go back to her. I deserve better.
Lately I've been into "Marshmello" and "BTS" don't even ask why lol cause I have no clue. There's a song called "Silence" by Marshmello ft. Khalid and I'm in love with it, I recommend it. I'll leave some lyrics here :
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It's a great song and you should check it out and let me know what you think. I like sharing opinions. I want this chapter to be like us sitting in a fort and just telling secrets and being ourselves cause sometimes you can't do that in the real world... you know?
I'be been into Stranger Things through the past few weeks and I bought myself a blanket and I like to cuddle with it haha, it's really soft and keeps me toasty so why would I not???
My mom and I have started to talk recently and I don't really know how that's going, it's just going I guess. I got her into Jake Paul so that's all we really bond over, cause ya know, it's everyday bro.... HA IM SO FUNNYYYYY YEEET
I joined the Illuminati! Sorta? Like I keep getting emails and I'm pretty sure it's fake but who knows?!?! I could take over the world one day guys, and you'd have no clue! WAHAHAHAHAAAAA!
I WATCHED THE CUTEST MOVIE THE OTHER DAY TOO!!! Smurfs: The Lost Village! It was so cute and I cried my eyes out it was adorable ughghh! I am Grouchy Smurf!!! Like if Grouchy, Clumsy, Vanity, and Jokey Smurf had a baby haha, what smurfs would you be?!?!?
I have nothing else to really say??? Ummm what are some good period life hacks???? Like let me know cause I'm struggling right now lol, my ovaries are trying to WWE each other *insert ugly crying face* thank you for reading and if anything interesting or worth talking about comes up soon I'll let y'all know, so keep me updated with what you want and need!!! My DMs are always open and follow me on insta @illuminati_llamas and hit me up thereeeee!!!!
