(Mini Photo Shoot Was Lit ^^^ )
Today I skipped work to go to a family dinner with a family who wasn't mine. It was fun cause there were dogs and yeah... I like dogs. Today was the first time in a long time that Christian wasn't on my mind for awhile and I'm proud of that moment.
Maybe life isn't about finding someone to be with forever but maybe to be happy and love yourself. I've been learning and now is my time to show my progress. You readers here- you- you mean a lot to me. Sure we may not all know each other personally but I feel like somehow, someway, if someone reads this their life can get better. I want to support people and make a change. I want to be able to say I made it and that all of you can be proud and stand with me and say that you were here since the beginning and I'm so proud of all of you. I know shit gets hard and you may relapse or anything else, but that doesn't matter cause you're still here.
Coming out is a hard thing to do and you'll have to do it for the rest of your life. I'll be here to support you. I'm always open to suggestions of what to write and you can DM me or even message me on Instagram (illuminati_llamas) . You're strong and I'm here to help you.
A day without thinking about Christian is something I want to experience forever. I was so happy. I played out in the snow and had a mini photo shoot.
Please give me things to write about, my opinions, my experiences, my every and anything. I'll always be here and this book is my number one priority cause I want all of you to be happy. No matter who you are, where you're from, your race, your sexuality or gender preferences. I will always be here. I just want you to know that. I've dealt with crap and now is my time to give back and help others. That's what I'm supposed to do, I can feel it.
Life is beautiful. Please don't give up just yet. I'm here. I'm here... and I love you. You and I- we're family now. You're mine and I'm yours. We need to sick together and fight against the bad guys. Life will be amazing once we work together to defeat the bad guys. I promise it will. Pleas believe me.
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