I don't know why Jasmine would still be friends with Matthew, he's my best friend but even I wouldn't let him treat someone so harsh. He keeps leading her on, and I needed to talk to her about it. I hop in the car and head to her apartment.
I knock once but no answer, I knock twice and the door opens. She's eyeing me as if wondering what the hell I'm doing there. I give a smile, and she sends one back followed by, "Cam, what are you doing?" I just look to my feet then up, "I wanna speak with you.."
She sighs, "Right now?" She bent her head and studdied her hands, then raised her chin with a cool stare in my direction, "Fine." She moves aside as I walk through.
With a deliberately casual movement, I turned and faced her, "About you hanging with Matt... You know you shouldn't give into him."
"Cameron, I understand you're mad, I do, but I don't-"
"You don't like Matt. You sure about that? It really seems as if you're in denial. If you do like him, I don't want to be put off as your second choice." I reply to her. She's eyeing me and her head falls and she looks at her feet. I go to sit at the table.
"I don't know why'd you think you were second Cameron." she claims.
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(Photo Above) "You're kidding? You don't think I'm that stupid do you? Before you lead me on Jasmine, I need to know if you do in fact love me and not him."
"You're making me choose?" She questions.
"No, I'm asking you to tell me the truth."
"I do.. I do love you Cam.. But-"
I chuckle, "There's always that 'but'... Never straight forward with me. For fuck sakes, can you just be straight forward with me?"
"You don't always have to cuss, oh my god." she yells.
I stand and turn on my heel to walk out the door and she grabs my arm, "Don't go Cameron." she blurts, she's clearly frustrated, I pull my arm away, "Give me two reasons why I shouldn't."
She puts her arms around my shoulders and looks me in the eyes, "I love you. And second, just because things aren't perfect right now doesn't mean you stop trying."
She reaches up closer and presses her lips to mine, I'm flustered but kiss back, pulling her body closer. This felt so real, I'm definitely falling for this girl. This is the first time she's kissed me. All the anger I was feeling just floated away.
When she pulled away, it left my mouth burning with fire.
I knew right there, this girl, this beautiful girl, is who I'm crazy, stupid and irresistibly in love with.
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