Matt called for us to hang tonight with a couple other friends. I agreed so I was on my way to them right now.
I didn't really know how this night will be, but I wanted to be prepared.
I spoke to Cameron about me coming out tonight, he was okay with it. He tends to say yes but it usually means no. I just wanted him to understand that we both haven't said we were dating and I don't want to be that girl that says "What are we?" Would that be to forward or is that just me?
And after last night I'd hope he'd understand why I needed this.
I would love us to date.
Many people would honestly.
I pulled into the driveway of one of the friends houses and got out. I tucked my keys into my jacket pocket as I walked to the door and knocked.
Matt opened the door, a huge smile spread across his face and I smiled back. "Siked that you actually made it!" he greeted as he pulled me into a tight hug. He held at my waist still as he looked at me, "You ready to go eat? We're going to the In N Out drive thru." I just laughed and nodded following him into the house.
*****
We all sat down in the huge black SUV and ate our burgers. I laughed as Matthew danced to the music while he ate. With a mouth full he yelled, "Take a photo of me while Crawford takes a photo too!" he laughed.
I rolled my eyes and pulled my phone out, as did Crawford.
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We all got out the car and began to just wander around Hollywood Boulevard. Me and Matt took turns jumping from each star we came across. The group was walking faster so we were left behind a bit. Matt began trying to jump two at a time which caused him to almost fall. I broke into a fit of laughter.
"I almost broke my fucking leg!" he warned as he scolded me. I laughed harder, "Well stop thinking you're cool as hell Matty!"
He looked at me seriously. I eyed him with a chuckle, "What?" I asked.
He blushed a bit and smiled, "You haven't called me Matty in awhile.. I miss it."
I stood staring at him, pushing the strand of hair behind my ear. He just smiled, looking over my face. "Sorry again for the "my girl" thing..." I chuckled, "Its okay.."
"We should catch up.." I laughed. He nodded and chuckled, "Yeah, yeah.. We should."
"Cameron really likes you, you know." Matt says out of no where. I tilt my head and nod, "I- I know.. I like him too."
"Why did you and Jack have a moment?" he asks.
I didn't really know honestly, it was more pleasure. "It was a in the moment kind of thing I guess. But I stopped it."
Matt's eyes look to his feet, "You can't hurt Cameron, Jasmine.. And you can't end up calling yourself the victim if he ends up finding out and getting pissed."
Of course I knew that.
"But if you aren't trying to give your all to him, don't egg him on."
