I was so tired today, thankfully Cameron was here still. He cleaned the house and ordered food and even ran a hot bath for me; which I was soaking in. He knocked at the door a bit, "Jas, Sam is here." I sighed a bit and yelled an Ok.
I got out and wrapped my towel around my body then a towel in my hair.
I spotted Sam and he smiled weakly walking to me, "Hey," I greeted. He hugged me, something seemed to be bothering him but I knew he'd tell me so I didn't say anything and hugged back.
Cameron watched from afar before walking to the room.
"Sorry I've been M.I.A... I've been doing things." Sam says as he strokes my back. I nodded, "It's cool.. uhm wanna come to my room?" He nodded a bit, and we walked to my bedroom.
He picked me up and I kissed him, "But Cam is-"
"He can watch if he wants." Sam laughs into my lips and I chuckled.
*****
When we both finished, he fell beside me and breathed out. "Wow." I nodded, hugging his side, "Yeah."
"Shit what time is it?" he asked. I shook my head, "I dunno.." He got up putting his clothes on, "I uh I have studio time I need to get to."
I nodded still laying down, "Okay..." I sit up now as he struggles with his pants, "Sam... you okay? You seem off." He shakes his head with, "I'm good... you good?"
I nodded, "I guess."
He stops then sits in front of me, his face becomes serious. (gif)
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"I need to tell you something," he says. I eye him a bit, my heart races slightly as I keep my eyes on his. Sam sets his face in his hands, "I uhm, I did something." Oh great.
"Did what Sam," I ask.
He presses his lips together in a hard line, immediately I know what he's done. "You slept with someone..." He looks up and licks his lips before nodding his head. (gif)
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I sigh now, a small tear leaves my eye and I wipe it, "Who?"
"It doesn't matter," he states.
I laugh a bit with tears, "Of course it doesn't. Sam we just had sex. And you're gonna tell me you slept with someone else. When?" He looks down, "Last night. I think I like her.."
"Get out." I say coolly.
"Jasmine."
"Get out." I say a bit more sternly.
He stands, "For what it's worth I love you."
His words just cut a hole deeper in my heart as I gather myself so I don't fall apart in front of him. When I hear the door close I sink into my blankets and cry a bit more.
"Jas.." Cameron asks, walking in.
"Go away.." I say. He walks closer now and sits at the side of me, "No. I'm not leaving," He scoots closer, "Did what I just hear actually happen? What a dick head, this is exactly why I don't like him. He's a player." I sit up, covering my chest with the blanket, my eyes are puffy.
"Hey, hey, hey, come here." he gathers my body in his arms with one swipe and hugs me tightly as I cry into his bare chest. His hand strokes my hair and his other hand holds me strongly from around my shoulders.
"I don't think I can go hang out with everyone tomorrow," I say. Cameron hushes me, "You don't have to. Stay here. I'll order you food."
I looked up at him, "Why do you still treat me so good?"
He smiles calmly, then coolly says, "I love you."
I know he did, I loved him too. The dating is so much stress and it sucks to love someone you can't have.
