Savior

105

May 31, 2015

Today I was meeting Matt at a little sushi bar. He said he wanted to talk about what had happened with Sam. I pulled into to the parking lot then a spot and eyed the restaurant. I didn't wanna talk about my feelings. Especially not with matt.

I got out my car then walked into the building, I spotted Matt and Stephanie. I rolled my eyes and walked over sitting next to Matt. She eyed me a bit and I falsely smiled, "Hello Stephanie."

"Hi," she says.

"I'm having a good day, you know." I sarcastically add.

"Okay.." She says then looks to Matt. Matt eyes us both and I smile again, "How was Sam?" I asked then casually sipped my water. Her eyebrows rose and she leaned her head on her hand, "What do you mean?" I made a little laugh then shrugged, "Oh you know when you guys had sex and kind of lied to me about how you do have a thing for him."

"I never lied to you Jasmine, calm down." She said. I was actually chilled, I just wanted to know the truth, "I'm calm," I smiled, "And you did, I asked you about him, about you both and you said you didn't see him that way. Shouldn't you have stopped what you were doing with him? I would've."

"I don't know where you're getting this false information from." She says as she shifts in her seat. I roll my eyes, "Omar has told me some then Jack J told me it was you."

She looks down then back up, "I'm not taking this." she stands to her feet and I stand to mine, "Why sam? You know exactly how I feel about him but you went on and fucked him." I say harshly.

She stops in her tracks and turns to me, "Says the one that fucked him right after! I wouldn't be talking if I was you. You think you can get to me? You thought wrong. I don't need this."

I chill a bit and rub my forehead, "I don't hate you. I feel betrayed. How am I supposed to know how you feel if you never tell me anything?" She eyes me, "If I try telling people how I feel they never listen." I cross my arms and shake my head, "I would listen."

"Would you be willing to listen to everything?" She asks. I nodded slowly, I huffed a big breath, "You're supposed to be my best friend. I need time to think, really," I assured her, "I'll call you and we can talk some other time." I simply state then pass her and walk to my car.

When I got in, I began to cry, I wiped the tears and placed my head in my hands.

The argument went too far, I hated arguing with people I considered family but it wasn't right at all. I deserved to know. I deserved that time to be not caught off guard.