I'm letting you go...

Hardest part of all

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ANDREA'S POV

My heart is about to explode. I felt my eyes wet with tears as I see him wait for his bride. He has the most genuine smile and I can see happiness in his eyes.

Paul is....

Getting married.

I felt a hand on my back as I was about to get up from my bed. I had a nightmare again and it felt so painful.

"Andrea, are you okay? Thanks God you're okay."

And the very least person I wanna see is beside me. Why is he even here?

"Take some rest, take some more sleep. I'll go see the Doctor. Dad will be here any moment."

He stood as he gently pushed me back on the bed.

Though it feels warm inside me, I wounder if after all that has been done, would I still be able to see the future with him? If I stay by his side, will he be able to be known as my mom's son? And how am I going to face the truth and the people around me?

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PAUL's POV

"It's normal that she fainted. She just needs some rest and make sure she's not having any stress."

I feel so thankful as I heard the Doctor saying it. I wouldn't be able to forgive myself if something happens to her.

"Thank you. I'll do everything not to stress her." I smiled saying it. Of course, she will never be. I'll make sure of that.

"Yeah, that is if you want your baby to stay healthy."

Wait. What?

I got confused and raised my brows.

"Don't tell me you don't know." He added.

My heart felt throbbing wanting to jump out from my chest.

"What do you mean?" As if I am out of my consciousness.

"Mr. Trinidad. Your wife is one month pregnant and you're not aware. Hay.. kung sabagay, ang mga negosyanteng kagaya mo ay laging busy sa trabaho ngshxxxr jahdljxxxsga blabla..."

I heard him saying too much lectures on me but I wasn't able to comprehend them anymore as my thought stayed with his first statement.

You're wife is one month pregnant...

It echoed as if it's lifting me high.

"I... I'm a dad? I'm a Dad!!!"

Instead of answering, I saw the doctor laughed.

"Now you're aware. Now go and share the good news to your wife and family!"

I stood up and expressed my happiness as I jump on the air like I've won a jackpot prize.

No.. It's even more than that feeling.

I rush to the door and waved to the doctor. "I'm a Dad!!"

And he just laugh seeing how happy I am.

I can't imagine how life is so meaningful. I'm about to become a Dad. I'll build a home for us, with my baby and with the woman I love.

I opened the door of Andrea's room and saw Dad with Don Alfonzo and Tita Ken. They are here.

It's the perfect time to announce the good news. But my smile faded as I saw Tita Kenj crying.

"What's going on?"

Nobody said a word. But where's Andrea?

I automatically stepped towards the comfort room of the suit to check if she's in there. But she wasn't.

"Where's my wife?"

But everyone's seems in chaos and nobody's answering me.

"Where the H3ll is my wife!!"

Dad patted my back and I cursed myself. Why did I even left her here.

"She left this note on the pillow." Tita Ken gave me a paper which I hesitated to receive .

"Paul, I know how you fee. But let's give her a time."

What's happening? I felt a high voltage of current running through my veins and that I would explode any moment now.

I received the paper with my trembling hand. 

I hope that one day, if ever we would run into each other again, I hope I would see you happy with the life you deserve to have.

She left me with my baby and just with this? How selfish!

I crumpled the paper and about to run out but my dad stopped me.

"Come to your senses Paul. It's not easy for her. It's the right decision for her and you have to respect that." 

What about my baby? Does she even know? Did she planned to keep it from me?

"No! I'm not gonna let her go!" I breakdown as my tears started to fall. I still need to see her. We still have time to talk. I can still have my wife and the plans in my head is real. I need to have her back.

"Stop it Paul. She left!" I felt my father's arms preventing me to go out.

"Dad, please.. Let me go.. I need to see her." I pleaded.

"My son. Please. Don't do this to yourself. You both need time to recover."

"Recover from what?! I need to see her, I'm her baby's dad! I'm gonna be a father so how can I let her go!"

I saw them all shocked.

"What did you said?" 

"Why did she even left? How about my baby? Anong karapatan nya para ilayo sakin ang anak ko? Why can't she even listen to me!"

I felt my knees getting weak and I fell on the ground crying out loud in pain.

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