I'm letting you go...

More than just letting go...

"Keeping people in our lives requires a lot of strenght. We keep on holding on to the very last piece of hope that we have. We make ourselves believe that one day, maybe someday, things will get better."

ANDREA

Everyone in the beach are busy enjoying themselves. It's already our fift day here and we're now waiting for our departure this sunday as we are done with the advertisment for 3 days in a row. I let my team enjoy the beach today as they've been very stressed about the project plus the President here is Paul and they thought they had to impress him.

I am currently seated here with my legs crossed touching the sand with my hair being blown by the see breez. It feels so good to be home. If only henrix is here. I sighed with the thought of him. When will I keep him from his father. I know I'm being too selfish but if Paul would know that I was able to deliver our child and kept him away from him, he might never forgive me.

It's been 3 days since we last talk after that night. It was magical. I never thought I could do it again with him. I've been busy and I never dated anybody after we separated. I can still remember how he made love with me and how he told me he loves me. I woke up in his arms the following day and we both enjoyed breakfast together. And now where the hell is he? I haven't seen him in 3 days now and it's pissing me off. Did he went just home without saying any word?

I'll be going back to New York this Sunday. I wonder if I would be seeing him again.
"Hey Andrea! The hotel just called. You have an important meeting this afternoon with the manager"

It's Ana, she's in bikini while holding her phone. Poor girl, still working for me though she's on the side of the see.
"Okay I'll handle it. Don't bother just relax in here."

I decided to leave the beach and went back to my suite. I need to meet the manager since we still haven't settled the airing of the advertisment yet. Thankfully he's free today.

Hours, day passed and there's no signs of Paul. I felt a hurt inside me. I'm starting to think that I maybe was just one of his one night stand. I was so stupid I let myself fall for it. But I don't regret it. I won't. I started packing my things since we need to reach the airport at least 3 hours before boarding.

I stopped and watch the tall building as we've started to put our bagages on the service car of the hotel. I am excited to finally leave and see my son, but a part of me wanted to stay for a bit. I'm not gonna regret this. If he can't ask me to stay, I won't.

We reach the airport in 30 minutes. I guest beacause we're in Cebu and not in Manila. We took our laguages on the Bagages check-in area and went to find some coffee on the other side.

"Ana, I'll be on the comfort room. Please buy me a Hot coffee with mint" it's Jeff.

"Mine is Mocha prappe" It's Lyra.

"Were are you going?" I asked as she's holding her stomach.

"I need to pee" Ana also said.

"No you buy us  drink first" Lyra already left after saying that.

"Fine people, I'll do it. Come'on what's yours." I saw Ana smiling as I volunteered.

"Yey! Mocha for me!"  She went off and I literally rolled my eyes.

I went inside the coffee shop and walked towards the counter and staffs are all smile. Well, if there's one thing that's special here, it's the people's hospitality.