Love Forever || Jawyer

Chapter 36: A Change Of Heart

[Sawyer's POV]

I was sitting on the couch, checking random tweets on Twitter until a picture really caught my eye.

It was Kim, with another guy, which practically infuriated me.

It was either jealousy, anger, or annoyance.

I think it was a mixture of all of that.

I sort of remember our first date. It was cute, adorable you may say.

I took her to a nice bistro downtown. It was a quiet place, which she loved a lot. We sat near a window, so it wasn't private, unlike Joey and I's private table.

I remember Kim saying she had a change of heart when she met me. She explained to me that she loved someone before me, but she never told who that someone was.

Kim also told me how when you looked in her eyes back then, you could see millions of demons flying around.

(A/N I'm listening to Demons by Imagine Dragons. <3)

She was depressed, back then...Because of her mom.

I guess she isn't a cold-hearted bitch if you think about it.

She's just a lost puppy, looking for someone to love.

I guess you can say that.

I feel lost too, now.

Maybe it's a change of heart.

I still hopelessly love Joey, no doubt about that.

But I feel confused on my friendship with Kim. I'm annoyed and pissed with her, but I also forgive her. I mean, just as I said, she's a lost puppy looking for someone to love. But my annoyed side believes she's being a slut.

I guess I shouldn't be mad at her.

See what I'm dealing with here?

Joey walks in through the door with a bag filled with packages and envelopes.

Joey: "Fanmail for both of us."

I nod and return my attention to Twitter.

I could hear him put the bag down and walk over to me.

Joey: "Whatcha doin'?"

Sawyer: "Thinking."

Joey: "About?"

Sawyer: "A person..."

Joey: "Hm."

Sawyer: "Love, don't get jealous, now."

Joey: "Who're are you thinking about..?"

I don't even know if it's a great idea to even tell him. But, I'm gonna have to tell him the truth.

Sawyer: "Kim.."

Joey: "Oh." He looked down and looked back at me.

I pulled him down to sit on my lap. I put his arms around my shoulders. I pressed my lips against his and I instantly felt a pang of happiness and relaxation.

I wrapped my arms around his waist and the kiss eventually turned into making out.

I rested my forehead on his. I smiled, seeing his perfect eyes so close to mine.

Sawyer: "I love you more than oreos."

Joey: "I love you more than chicken."

Sawyer: "I didn't think I'd top chicken."

Joey: "Well, you did, love. You really did."

He pushed me back against the couch and kissed his way up to my lips. His hands wandered around my shirt and close to my jeans. He smiled at me, got up, and left to the kitchen. Damn, is all I can say.