Love Forever || Jawyer

Chapter 20: Sawyer's Rambling

[Shane's POV]

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck

Why the hell did I kiss him? Why was I stupid enough to kiss him? I pulled away fast.

Shane: Joey, I shouldn't of done that..

Joey: It's fine, I guess.

Shane: Don't you think Sawyer will..

Joey: Were taking a break..

Shane: Oh.

Joey: Yeah..

Shane: What're you going to do about it?

Joey: Nothing.

Shane: So, that's that?

Joey: At least I'm not out in the cold rain...

Shane: Riiight.

Joey: Shane, can you kiss me again?

I looked at him, surprised.

Shane: Why..?

Joey: I just..

He kissed me unexpectedly. I kissed back and I put my hands on his chest. His lips tasted like pomegranates. I actually...liked it. He pulled away and closed his eyes. He opened them and stared at me with his green eyes.

Joey: Did you like that?

Shane: Pretty much..

Shane: Why'd you kiss me?

Joey: I just had to.

Shane: Okay..

We stayed in an awkward silence.

Shane: Joey, are you confused?

Joey: Sort of.

Shane: Why'd you kiss me?

Joey: I have my reasons..

I nodded.

Joey: I'm gonna go upstairs.

Shane: Don't cut..

Joey stayed quiet.

Joey: I swear I won't.

He ran upstairs. I stayed downstairs. I really need to talk to Sawyer now. I quietly went upstairs and opened Sawyer's door. I walked in and closed the door quietly. Sawyer got up from his laying position and looked over at me.

Sawyer: What do you want?

Shane: You can't be cooped up in this bedroom..

Sawyer: I screwed up on wanting a break, showing my face would be a complete embarrassment.

Shane: Then tell Joey you don't want a break! He's confused because of you! He freaking kissed me!

Sawyer: You probably forced him too!

I sat next to him and gave him a stare.

Shane: Would I force someone to kiss me?

Sawyer: You did it before!

Shane: I didn't do it again. Just ask him!

Sawyer: I'm afraid to show my face.. I told you that.

Shane: No, you're afraid of admitting your own feelings.

I got up and left, leaving him to think about shit he's supposed to be thinking.

[Joey's POV]

I cried on my pillow, thinking about how much of a screw up I am. The door opened and I continued to cry in my pillow.