Catching A Snowflake (Damon Fanfiction)

Chapter 28: Journal entry #4

Evangeline P.O.V

I'm seriously debating if I should tell Damon, or anyone, that the person who turned Vicky and practically triggered Tyler's werewolf curse was Katherine and that Mason was working for her. To be quite honest, Im surprise nobody pieced it together like I did.

I sworn Tyler into secrecy just like I made Matt kept my secret about seeing my other self dying in another era. Tyler isn't happy about it, but I promised I would help him do whatever it is he wanted from me in the future.

Knowing I never break my promises, Tyler agreed. So now, Matt and Tyler are the only people I trust ever since that episode of my so called friends lying to me. Matt isn't happy working with Tyler since, well... He did kill his sister. But I told them they are to work together or go back for help from our friends. 

Not that they weren't already helping us train Vicky.

They didnt like the idea of working with people that lied to them. Like me. So because of that we work together and keep Mystic falls safe.

Its been a week and Alaric has tried to approach me numerous times but I turn him down. Aunt Jenna is confused as to why we weren't talking but leave it at be. Elena and Bonnie met up with me at the grill when I sit at my usual corner of the grill.

Now alone, thanks to the likes of them. I refuse to forgive any of them.

If they even tried to talk to me, I leave and go to Caroline's. Stefan and Damon have been trying to corner me for days but I put vervain on my windowsill to keep Damon away. And don't bother answering Stefan's calls.

Only words that were exchanged between the three of us was: "Get the fuck out of my face!"

That was from me. I'm still mad at all of them. At the same time whenever I try to work with Matt and Tyler. Damon or even Stefan will try to listen in or maybe help but the three of us will turn them down and leave.

We didn't want to be friends with liars. Nobody wanted that. They didn't deserve to know what we were doing. We were only trying to keep Mystic Falls safe and at the same time try to avoid involving them.

Even if they betrayed us we still want them safe which is just stupid cause we only gonna get ourselves hurt. Matt, Tyler and me agreed among each other that the less people were involve, the better. 

We agreed to be the people that get hurt then the others. How very selfless...

Anyway, currently Im going to head to the library since Matt called and said he might know who this 'Klaus' is. That and the whereabouts of Katherine Pierce. I needed to find out why she was here messing around Mystic Falls.

I had a really good hunch that she's been turning people in the town into Vampires over the past week and leaves us a trail of destruction that even now the council was keeping an eye on us. The others don't know its Katherine only Matt, Tyler and Me knew that. 

I wasn't ready to tell them. I didn't want to cause anymore chaos then it already is. I know the more I keep this secret the more Damon was going to be hurt.

But that's the thing. Katherine wasn't even in the tomb for over a century and Damon's been trying to get her back for half of his Vampire life. If I told him Katherine was alive and didn't even visited him all this while he's just going to get hurt.

I didn't want him to get hurt because of her. That bitch does not deserve him at all.

I'm tired of keeping everything from people and just trying my best to protect them. Is it that bad to think I wish I could turn it off like a Vampire could? Stupid, don't think like that. 

Im worried for Elena and this Klaus dude. I don't want him hurting her or me. I can't believe I'm saying this... but... 

I wished I had someone to love and hold me like there's no tomorrow. I wished this person will protect me, put up with my craziness and even be just as crazy as I am. I wanted this person to kiss me and when he did, I would look into his eyes and see that crazy same love I had on mine.

I want my happily ever after.

Just like Elena.

I'm jealous of my twin sister Elena, for the first time in my life. 

                                                                                                                                         Evangeline, out.

I scanned the other pages I wrote so far over the past months. I was getting weary by the second. Sighing I closed my journal and slipped it into my bag. I carry it everywhere now since I was afraid that Damon, or anyone would see it.

After a few moments of thinking, just sitting on a bench alone by the town square, I grabbed Damon's leather jacket beside me-that is technically now mine-and headed out to meet Matt and Tyler. I was going to get to the bottom of this.

Katherine Pierce, you are going down.