KEI'S POV
I stared at my phone while my eyelids started to water. After I send the text message to Haru feels like I'm regretting it. But, I think it is for the best. Certainly.
I continue to stare at the beautiful scenery presented in front of me. A pinkish with a pinch of orange color in the sky never fails to make me smile as the water in the lake was so pristine and it calms me down.
I enjoyed the presence of nature especially that I'm all alone for now. I sat gently at the grass as I tightly hug my knees and let my chin rest on top of it.
Did I really mean what I just said back there?
Should I just give up then?
Won't I regret the decision I made?
Is this really for the best?
I continue to ask myself because I doubt my actions and especially my words that I left to him. I know I have to do the right thing here but at the end I thought, how about me? How about my own happiness?
It feels like, I was ready to give away the thing that really made me happy the most. The worst battle that I have to fight right now is between what I know and what I feel.
Tears were starting to roll down and not minding a single bit. I let my sadness out through crying because during this kind of situation all I need is myself and no one else. In times of weakness, all I know is that, it's only me who can understand myself that truly.
While in the midst of weeping, someone lightly tap my shoulder causing for me to startle. I quickly bowed down to cover my swollen face with my two knees.
"Uhmm, Yes? Who are you?" I asked as I hid.
There was no answer from this mysterious individual behind me but then I just felt someone sat beside me and I heard it sighed.
The voice was kinda soft so I assume that it was a girl. The first person to enter my mind is Megumi. I took a little peek but my eyes widen as I saw,
"Shiori." I whispered full of shock.
"Hey." She greeted.
I look away and I ignore her but not in a rude way. It was just really awkward and surprising at the same time because I thought she was a monster or a person who'll destroy me due to her enormous power.
She scratched the back of her neck, "Kei...Right?" She ensured.
I nodded.
"What are you doing here?" I asked bluntly.
She sighed again and replied, "I just accidentally saw you here and decided to have a little talk to you."
"Why? Aren't you going to hurt me verbally?" I continue to ask direct to the point.
She rolled her eyes and stared at me again. "Seriously? Do you resent me that much?"
I startle and shake my head continuously, "N-no! It's not that I dislike you, or..." I sighed.
"I was just shocked and of course I was kinda disappointed." I admitted.
She raise an eyebrow, "About what exactly?"
"Nothing." I mumble.
"Seriously?" She whispered and she stood up. She extends her hand at me and said, "Would you please mind to have some tea with me?" She asked formally.
I don't know if I'm going to accept her offer. I still don't trust her that much though. But if talking to her might change something, then I'll give it a shot.
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Girl Gamer meets Mr. Popular
Roman d'amour|| Not a fan fiction || Ongoing || A tsundere girl gamer collides her world with the most popular boy in school.