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Teriakan keras menggema diikuti tangis yang bergetar hebat. Suga terbangun dengan perasaan aneh. Tubuhnya seakan merasakan hal lain yang tengah mengalir. Entah ia sendiri bingung menjelaskan kondisi aneh yang ia rasa. Sakit hati yang dulu ia rasa sangat menyakitkan kinj sedikit terangkat, bahkan dulu hatinya yang terasa hampa kini menghangat.

Ia berjalan tertatih menarik slot pintu membuka perlahan agar tak menimbulkan suara. Langkahnya mengendap sembari melirik kekanan kiri. Dirasa tak ada siapapun ia melangkah dengan cepat melewati beberapa lorong. Kaki mungilnya berhenti melangkah, manik coklatnya berhenti menatap bingkai foto yang terpampang besar menghiasi lorong. Kerjapan matanya masih melihat dengan antusias. Sampai ia melihat sebuah bingkai foto paling besar berisi banyak orang. Senyum kecil menghiasi sudut bibirnya.

"Appa".






Dibalik kaca ia melihat benda yang paling amat dicintainya. Segera tanpa ragu ia masuk untuk sekedar meraba benda besar dihadapannya.

Ting... ting...tengg..ting teng.

Detupan note-note yang selalu ia sukai, jemari yang dengan senang hati menekannya dengan cepat. Suga mendudukan dirinya tepat dihadapan piano besar. Seulas senyum ia suguhkan. "Aku merindukanmu". Lirihnya pelan sebelum alunan musik sendu ia mainkan.

I only look forward and run.
Without having time to look around.
Without me noticing I have become the pride of my family.
And I have succeessed to some extent.

The tome we call puberty.
I think of it suddenly
at the time I was young and had nothing  to fear a few times defeated isn't much .
If there's anything that's different
It's my height
And also being a bit more mature for my age.
From the underground workplace
My beat has been laid out until .......
The origin of youth
Everyone said it.
Don't  go overboard
If you act as if you're a know it all
And will be making music
You will make your home go broke
From the point onwards.
I didn't care no matter what anyone said.
I only lived how I wanted.
Guided by only my bealieves.
In your eyes.
How do you think?.
I'm doing right now?.
How do you think I am?
I want to ask the several people who prayed for me to screw up.
Does it seem like my home is going broke. You bastards?!.

I don't give a shit.
I don't give a fuck!.
Like I always said hundreds of time every day.

"Nevermind me".

I can have taste of failure and frustration and bow my head
We are still young, and immature.
Don't even worry about it.
Moss surely grows on a stone that doesn't roll.

If you can't return. Go straight through your mistake and forget them all
Nevermind it's not easy but engrave it into your chest.
If ypu fell like you're going to crash then accelerate more.
You idiot. Come on.
Nevermind
No matter how thorny the roads is
Run

You better.
Nevermind nevermind
If you feel like you're going to crash then accelerate more
You idiot.
Nevermind..




Detik berikutnya rengkuhan hangat dan sebuah sandaran dibahunya membuat Suga berbalik kebelakang.

"Lagu yang sangat bagus". Senyum merekah nan hangat ia terima tulus dari namja dihadapannya. Suga masih tercengang kenapa tiba-tiba banya orang dibelakangnya.
Bahkan beberapa dari mereka bertepuk tangan dengan senangnya.

"Kenapa bisa kau...". Pelukan Jimin membekukan Suga.

"Kau tak sendiri hyung, kami disini".















Tbc...

Maaf pendek yah...
Bakal slow update kayaknya..
Kinan lagi ribet sama kegiatan klub.
Mohon pengertiannya yah..

Maaf klo banyam typo2.
Makasih...
See u

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