Better Left Unsaid |✓

Decisions

I can't sleep right, I can't think straight,
I can't go on, is this fate?
Thoughts muddled in and I can't get them out,
I want to speak up, to scream and shout
But words don't come, just a whisper of silence,
I want to stand up, go further than violence
You pull me this way, and push me that,
I want to aim, to shoot and attack
Thought spirals distracting, I must make a decision,
The cut has been made, with ultimate precision
Just the work of one silver blade,
I want to make it fast, before the choices fade
I don't have time, I must make a choice,
I have to think fast, let them hear my voice
I'm surrounded on all sides and I must make a move,
I have a decision to make, I must choose
I must defend and stand up tall,
I can't let them in and take away my all
They can't steal my dreams with one major blow,
They can't have my everything, my vigour I will show
The decision must be made and the effects will reveal,
For once I will show them how I really feel
They can position their weapons and get ready for the aim,
But it's me who'll pull the trigger and it'll never be the same.
~Via