Let it be

Labels

September 9th

Dear Lennon,

Today is the first day of school and as always people will be crying from not seeing friends, will forget there homework, and will boast about how awesome there summer was! My summer consisted of watching old movies and hanging out with my friends Benny and Alice. I could only hang out with Benny, Alice was at some church camp. Benny had crushes and tried setting me up a couple times. NO I will not die a virgin, ok? I just don't like the idea of committing to something!

So you know how everyone has labels for everybody like you know, the slut, manwhore, girly girl... and so on! Labels are stupid like what the fuck? Labels are for books and cereal boxes, not people!!! And then people try so hard to fit that label! Lets just say the slut in our class would be Stacy she probably has STDS, the manwhore is none other than Danny the star quarter back, the girly girl is Annie she is decked out in pink! People say my label is rocker chic or emo chick! Labels are dumb as fuck!

Right now Lennon I'm getting ready with Alice to go to a concert. "So how about this does this say ' I'm not a church girl virgin'?," I laugh she was holding up a ripped shirt that said 'HEAVY METAL!!' on it I nod. " Yeah!," she was rocking out boots and jeans and the shirt. I was decked out in black ripped jeans, a shirt that said 'fuck you' and combat boots and my Mohawk extra spiky. Alice started touching it. "What are you doing?," she smiles, "Do you think you can turn my hair into a Mohawk just for tonight?," she gave me the puppy eyes. Curse those eyes, I gave in and grabbed my hair gel, comb, and hairspray. "You sure?," I ask. "Don't be so sappy now yes turn my hair into a Mohawk!," I sigh and start,

At the concert everything was amazing!!!! The band that was playing was called 'The Renegades' they were no led zeppelin but they were amazing!!!! For some reason it was like a club people were grinding and shit its like you could get pregnant once you walked out of there! When Alice and I decided to go home we were flat out drunk!! I've gotten drunk say five or more times? I didn't give a fuck as long as I was happy!!!

"Your hair looks funny!!!! what did you do to it!," I laugh poking at Alice's Mohawk, "You did it!!!! Hahahhahahahaj were drunk as hell everybody were drunk as hell!," she yelled as an elderly couple passed by. I giggle like a lunatic!!! Next thing you know we walk all the way home drunk!

Shit my head hurts like hell!! Oh yeah I got drunk last night, and this hangover was killing me!!! "honey wake up!" whoever was telling me to get up was very loud. "shhh stop my head hurts!," I giggle. The person takes off my blanket! "Annabelle Jennette Oliver!!! You are drunk off your ass still! Your lucky I helped Alice get that Mohawk off her head!," I groaned shit I forgot about Alice and her parents. I nod and get up shit thank god It's a Saturday!

I'm grounded mom is having a fit about what happened to me and Alice last night. Lennon my aunts are over here and mom forced me to flat out my neon blue Mohawk out. She also made me wear a dress! I wore Jordan's with it to make her mad. My first aunt was Aunt Marlie she was strict alright my cousins feared her!!! She was always telling me how I'm going to die young! My other aunt is Aunt Danielle nice name but she is racist as hell! She crossed the street with me just to walk the opposite sidewalk because she didn't want to pass our neighbor Mr. Jackson who was black when he was innocently mowing his lawn! I ease dropped on their conversation here is how it went:

" Melanie that child is getting out of hand!!!"

" Yeah you need to learn how to discipline her!'

"Don't you dare tell me how I should raise my child Danielle and you to Marlie you have no right!'

"We were just wondering...."

"You were just wondering when you were leaving which is now! Get out now!!!"

Lets just say I got my anger issues from my usually calm mother! I got my looks from my dad. I backed away slowly from the conversation which ended with the door slamming, hard which signaled that they left. Thank goodness I was about to go down there and tell them how I feel but dad says its not polite. My dad was the woman in the marriage with my mom.

My Aunts labels for me is: no good ridden child, emo, soon to be drug dealer, failure, and so on! I choose to not give a fuck but its hard to ignore that when they are constantly telling me that.

Again labels are meant for cereal boxes and books not people, the label for us is simply human.

Fuck you, Annabelle

P.S labels don't define who you are but the person inside you does.

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AUTHORS NOTE: hey hey people hope you liked this chapter!!!! Alice is played by Emily Osment cuz she's got that rocker chic look in her eye! I decided I will update everyday now everyone please go check out my friends account her name is Joncobain!!!!