Let it be

First times a charm

Dear Lennon,

Since Alice is now one month pregnant she is now living with her parents!!! YAY!! Me and Benny are playing truth of dare.

"Ok Benjamin truth or dick -cough- I mean dare!," I say to make him laugh which he does.

"Dare"

"Nice choice Benjamin I dare you to go to a rock concert with me tonight!"

His facial expression is funny he is stiff as hell! It's almost 6:00 and the concert starts at seven so I grab his hand and lead him to my room!

"Ok Benny ready to get annafied?"I laugh I just created a new word!!

"The fuck? annafied ok?" I quickly use the the little hair that Benny has and create a Mohawk lets just say this is his first concert and his first Mohawk. I then take scissors and snip at the edges of his tight fitting t shirt. Why do guys wear them anyway? To show off their mitties?! The definition of mitties is man tities you are so welcome! I then get myself ready I pack my purse. Yes dickheads I have a purse surprised yet? I only put my phone, wallet, and keys in there. My outfit consists of a shirt that has John Lennon on it and black skinny jeans. " Benny get your gay ass down here were leaving!" I call for Benny.

The concert was cool the band played cover songs though. Benny was taking way to many shots and I was the sober one tonight because Benny didn't want to drive.

"Anna hey Anna did you know that I have a Mohawk ha I didn't even know!," I just realized that every time that me or my friends are drunk Mohawks are apart of our drunken conversations.

"Benny lets go you log we have to get home!" I say and drag little giggling his ass off Benny.

In the car Benny is holding my hand I'm starting to feel uncomfortable why is he holding my hand if he's gay? Eh maybe he's bi but I don't feel that way about him so I move his hand. He notices and places it on my thigh I stop at a red light.

"Benny what the fuck are you doing!?" I tell at him, he's going to have a bitch of a hangover tomorrow.

"Nothing Annabelle I'm gay remember!!!," he laughs like its the most funniest thing ever I ignore him.

He goes back to placing his hand on my thigh I shrug it off. I stop at another red light. Benny then faces me. Ok now I feel totally uncomfortable!!! Benny has been drunk around me before and never ever has acted this way. I turn towards him. He holds my hand again I sigh Benny is strong and drunk people who are mad, strong, and determined are dangerous. So me as the noodle armed girl that I am I stay on the safe side and let him be.

I take a break from driving the place the concert was at was a 1hour drive so we got late to the concert. Benny hugs me and mumbles something that sounds like "lips" he then looks up at me I look away. I feel like I'm being raped. Benny then leans on me. Fucking Benny man!!!! When we pull up to his house before we get out Benny faces me again.

And guess what the son of a bitch did! Benny kisses me and pins me down so I have no strength. He forces his tongue down my throat I feel like I'm choking how do people kiss like that!!! In self defense I kick him in the balls and get out and lock the car with him locked inside.

I feel raped!!! Now I know how sexually abused people feel!! He was my friend and look what he did!! I start crying and pack my stuff and take fifty bucks from his stash. I can't stay when Benny did what he did. Surprised that I cried tough people aren't always tough everybody has a weakness.

I knock on my old door. My mom answers.

"Honey I thought you were staying at Benny's?" she motions me to come in. I spill and tell her what happened she pats my now flat hair.

"Should we file a complaint?" she asks. I froze should I? Benny is my friend I think. I shake my head.

I stay in my moms arms like that for a good hour or so.

"So where is he now belle?" she asks

"He's locked in his car," I sniffle.

"In his car Annabelle why if he's unstable why leave him in there?!" what the fuck doesn't she understand that he could have followed me to rape me some more? I shake into sobs again my mom allows me to sleep on an air mattress.

Maybe I will file a complaint against my asshole of a friend.

So til next time Lennon

Fuck Benny

Annabelle

P.S- don't stop the tears for they wash the sorrow on your face.

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AN-hola!!! ok so I decided to write this because Benny you know Benny may not be as innocent as we all think he is. I wrote this because a lot of people are technically raped and I wanted the main character to experience so I hoped you guys loved this chapter I found it emotional and I'll update tomorrow hopefully

So ya know VCF

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