Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Luna's POV

I woke up and it was finally Saturday morning! I could finally go home!

I jump out of bed and Zayn stirs and opens his eyes and he looks at me and gives me a sleepy smile. 

"Morning, gorgeous." He says sleepily and I sit back on the bed and start bouncing up and down.

"Good morning!" I say brightly and he chuckles and he puts his head in my lap and I run a hand through his hair. "I'm going to take a shower!" I gently lift his head off of my lap and I jump up and go to my bag and grab out some clothes. 

"Can I come?" Zayn asks and I look at him and bite my lip and slowly nod and Zayn gets up and stretches and goes to his own bag and grabs out some clothes and we walk into the small bathroom and he shuts the door and closes it. At least they clean the bathroom every second day, but why wouldn't they? It's a fucking hospital. "How long until the come to tell you what you need to do and shit?"

"An hour." I say quietly and he nods and we stare at each other for what seems like forever before he walks over and gently pushes me against the wall and he kisses me softly as first, then his kiss is hungry, passionate. It's everything I've always wanted and more. 

He takes of the hospital gown and it falls to the floor. Are we really going to do this? In a hospital? Right now? That's when I decide if it's going to happen, it's going to happen. I want this to happen. I want him.

*

I stand there, drying my hair only in my underwear as Zayn just watches me.

"That shower was...interesting." I grin and he winks as he pulls some black jeans on and a plain, long sleeved black shirt and I can feel his eyes on me the entire time I dry my hair and put my hair extensions back in. I can feel his eyes constantly raking up and down my body and I pull on some skinny black jeans. 

"You're fucking amazing." He says softly and I blush.

"And so are you." I say and he just gives me a smile. I pull on a over-sized black, fuzzy, sparkly jumper and pull on some boots and do my makeup.

"You look beautiful without makeup." Zayn whines and I glare at him and he shuts his mouth. I pull my hair to cover the hickey Zayn has left on my neck and I hope no one sees it or I know we'll get shit for it at home. They'll all tease us. They did when they realized Harry and I had sex. It was the worst. Louis wasn't impressed though. He didn't think it was funny at all. A few minutes later we both walk out and sit on the bed and next minute the doctor walks in.

"Alright, so, you can finally leave. Make sure you eat as least two full meals a day, and try to have some juice or piece of fruit or something with lots of sugar to keep your sugar intake up. I assume you have someone to see when you leave?" The doctor asks, looking between us.

"Yeah, I've got her a counselor." Zayn says nodding and I roll my eyes.

"Good. Just make sure she eats enough food or she'll end up back in here." The doctor tells him. "I think that's all you really need to know." We both nod and Zayn grabs our bags and we hurry out and go to the elevator and go down and then walk out of the hospital and walk to his car. He puts our bags in the back of the car as I hop in and he hops in beside me.

"I was thinking we could go out and get some breakfast? And we could do some shopping?" He asks and I nod.

"I haven't been shopping in like forever!" I giggle and he chuckles as we drive off.

*

We wander to a small coffee shop and order some breakfast and sit down.

"Where would you like to go first?" Zayn asks and I look up at him.

"I think I need to go into Sephora." I start and he nods. He's not like Niall. He'll follow me anywhere and won't complain. It's sweet when guys will follow you anywhere and into any shop without complaint. He really is amazing. "And I'm not sure. Wherever."

"Alright, sounds good." He says with a soft smile.

*

I check the time on my phone and it's already past four! Where did the time go? That means Zayn and I have been shopping basically all day. We'd had lunch earlier at Starbucks.

"Are we going home now? Or is there anywhere else you'd like to go to?" Zayn asks, as he holds my hand. 

"Victoria's Secret!" I say and he nods and leads me there. I really do need some more underwear to wear for Zayn. I'm sure he'll love it. Besides, I don't want ugly, plain underwear for this amazing boy who does so much for me regardless if we're together or not. We wander around the store and I pick some things out and we go to the change room. 

"Stay." I giggle and he nods with a smile as I walk into one of the change rooms and I start trying some things on. I stare at myself with a lace, ice blue underwear set and it's gorgeous. I love this one. "I found the perfect one!" Next thing someone joins me and I spin around and come face to face with Zayn.

"You look...wow." He breathes, eyeing me up and down and I blush under his gaze. He locks the change room door and he kisses me, pushing me up against the mirror and I instantly take his shirt off and it falls to the floor on top of my own clothes that I placed on the floor when I started trying things on. 

He undoes the clip on the bra and he takes it off and I pull down his jeans and his boxers come down with them and I take off my own panties and he lifts me up and pushes me against the mirror and I wrap my legs around his waist as he enters me and we both stifle a grown so no one can hear us.

*

We pay for our things at Victoria's Secret and walk out and go to the car.

"That was fun. We should do it again sometime." Zayn grins and I roll my eyes as we put all the bags into the car and hop inside and he drives off home. Home. I can't believe I'm finally going home. I'm sure all the boys will be happy to have an amazing cook who waits on them all the time. 

We finally arrive home and I take a deep breath, knowing I haven't seen Louis for an entire week and I hope no one can tell about Zayn and I. 

We get out and grab the shopping bags and the bags we had in the hospital and go and walk inside.