Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Willow's POV

I went down to the kitchen in the morning and made myself some toast and coffee. I had a really hard time getting to sleep last night because I was having withdrawals from the alcohol. At three in the morning, I have in and drank some vodka. I have never been this bad with drinking before. I feel like I lost complete control of myself. Drinking used to be something I did for fun for special occasions and to be social with my friends but now it wasn't fun anymore.

My body was convincing me it was something I needed to have in order to survive. I got myself sick all the time. It seemed I basically lived in the bathroom because of how drunk I would get. Liam and I's divorce and me pushing away Rose was all that was on my mind. I can't believe I was so stupid to not accept her help.

I went to the fridge and grabbed a can of beer. I never drink beer but I desperately needed something to drink. Liam never took them with him when he left and he wasn't going to come back so why let them go to waste? I opened the can of beer and took a sip. It was one of the worst things I have ever tasted but it was still alcohol.

I heard a knock on the door. Good thing I wasn't drunk...yet. I opened the door and saw Luna standing there.

"Hey, Luna." I said putting on my best fake smile.

"Hey, you mind if I hang out with you for a while?" Luna asked.

"Of course, come in!"

Luna walked in and sat down at the counter as I shut the door. I walked by over with my beer.

Luna spotted the can of beer and looked confused. "Willow, I thought you didn't like beer."

"I don't but Liam didn't take his beers with him so I didn't want to let them go to waste." I shrugged.

I don't think she believed a word I just said but she slowly nodded anyway and didn't question it any further.

"So I came here to talk about some things." Luna said.

"What things?" I took another sip of beer and made a disgusted face.

"Seriously, why are you drinking that if you hate it so much?"

"Don't worry about it. Go ahead and tell me what you were going to say."

"Well, I'm sure you've seen the articles about Zayn and I. I don't know if we're going to get back together but I am considering forgiving him." She said carefully.

"If it were me, I would choose to never forgive him." I started. "But this is your life and if he makes you happy, then that's all that matters."

"Here's where it gets really complicated though." Luna said nervously. "You know how Brendon has feelings for me?"

"Yeah, what about it?"

"I have feelings for him back."

I just stared at her for a few seconds. "Okay, did anything happen with you two?"

"We might have kind of...slept together." Luna said as she played with her fingers.

I went to the sink and spit out my beer. Not just because it tasted horrible but also because of the news Luna just told me. "You did what?"

"I know, it's wrong because he's married and Zayn doesn't know but he showed up to my house late at night and it just happened. I wasn't thinking." Luna replied.

"You know what, as your friend, I don't want to judge you. We all do stupid things and I'm sure it was just one of those things that happened in the heat of the moment."