Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Luna's POV

I roll over and come to a very cold spot in the bed and my eyes flutter open and I instantly sit up and look around just as Zayn walks out of the bathroom.

"You're awake." He says softly and I nod and he comes and sits beside me and he's already dressed.

"You're leaving today, aren't you?" I ask and he nods.

"Yeah, some meetings and what not, I'll be back tonight though." He tells me and a wave of sadness hits me.

"Do you have to?" I say quietly, playing with the tiara ring I haven't taken off since Hailey's wedding. It doesn't even dis-color in the shower so I've left it on. I honestly don't think I have taken it off even for a minute since I put it on that day. It's such a beautiful ring, and it's diamond, so I'm sure it cost a pretty penny, but it signifies something deeper than beauty, it's almost like he's given it to me because I am his queen, or princess, either or I guess. It signifies the love we have for each other.

"You know I do, baby girl." He says taking one of my small hands in his big hands and the other gently lifts my chin up to look at him and our eyes meet. "I know we've barely been apart since we moved in together since you've come to most recording sessions and I even let you come to some of my own meetings for my second album, but you'll be okay, you can spend some time with Willow, and soon enough, you'll be able to come to some of the gigs we do, as you already know, I know it might be hard, but at least I'll be with you every night."

"I don't want you to go." I whisper, knowing what he's saying is the truth, but it doesn't make it hurt any less. I don't want Zayn going anywhere. I want Zayn to stay here. With me.

"I know, baby, I wish I could take you with me." He tells me just as there's a knock on the door. "That'll be Liam." Zayn stands up and I pull the covers up over my body as Zayn reaches the door and Liam appears behind it.

"Ready to go?" He asks and Zayn nods. Zayn walks back to me and grabs his wallet off of the bedside table. "Hey, Luna!"

"Hey." I say, never taking my eyes off of Zayn. Zayn looks at me before he gives me a quick kiss.

"I'll be back before you know it. I promise." He tells me. "I love you."

"I love you too." I respond as he starts walking out.

"Willow should be here soon! I told her what room you're in." Liam tells me and I nod as they both leave and Zayn shuts the door behind him and I can't help but sigh.

Life fucking sucks when you have a boyfriend like Zayn Malik who has things to do all the time.

I grab my phone and go through social media for a few minutes before before I put on Panic! At The Disco's album; Death of a Bachelor. I slowly get out of bed and have a quick shower before hopping out and putting on some underwear and I go and put on a yellow dress with pink and blue flowers on it. I then hear a knock on the door and I walk over and open the door to discover Willow.

"Hey!" She says with a smile.

"Hey." I say and I let her inside. "I just have to finish getting ready." Willow nods with a small frown as I shut the door and go back into the bathroom and do my makeup before I put on a small locket necklace and some earrings before brushing out my hair and I walk back out and grab some yellow heels and put them on.

"What's wrong?" Willow asks as she watches me and I look at her.

"Nothing." I say simply before grabbing my purse and I turn off my music.

"I love Panic!" She says.

"Me too." I say and she frowns once again and I start to make my way to the door but she stays sitting on the edge of the bed. "Are you coming?"

"Yeah, yeah, I'm coming." Willow says standing up and she quickly follows me as we both walk out after I grab the room key. "Where are we going?" We hop into the elevator.

"Well, first we're going to grab some breakfast, then we'll go to the natural history of museum and have a wander, and then we'll go into the part with the dinosaurs, before we go out for some lunch, and then we'll go to Madame Tussaud's before we head off to Hyde Park, and then by then, the boys should...hopefully be done." I tell her and she nods along.

"Do you prefer London or New York?" Willow asks.

"New York. It actually gets hot there." I say and she giggles and I give her a small smile.  

We walk out of the building and we go down to a small cafe I've been to a few times when I was here with one of the boys. I even went here once with Zayn because I wanted to go out for breakfast but no one else was awake. 

We go and sit down at a table and we order after a quick look over of the menu. We enjoy our breakfast, both of us having something different to the other before we leave and I lead her to the Natural Museum of History. We wander along in there and we talk about the different things that they have in here. I've always found museums quite fascinating. Any kind of museum really.

"Your first date with Zayn was an art museum, right?" Willow asks as we wander through the dinosaurs.

"Yep, indeed it was." I reply.

"Was it nice?" She asks and I nod.

"It was amazing." I breathe.

"You like museums then?" She laughs.

"I do, I don't know how to explain it, but I do. I love them. They give me some kind of...peace, I guess is the word I'm looking for." I say and she smiles at me.

"That's nice." She tells me and I nod.

*

After lunch we go to Madame Tussaud's and have a wander around the place and we talk about some of the celebrities they have there. We finally come across the One Direction wax figures and my heart starts to ache even more with being away from him.

"Oh my god! It's our boyfriends!" Willow says, her eyes going wide and I can't help but give a small laugh.

"Indeed it is!" I say and she goes and stands next to Liam and pokes the figure. 

"This is so weird!" She says with a laugh as she pokes him a few more times. "You have to take a picture!"

"Okay, crazy obsessed fan." I giggle and I take out my phone and take a picture of her with them.

"Your turn!" She says, jumping up and coming over to me and she takes my phone off of me. "Go on!" She pushes me.

"Fine!" I laugh, rolling my eyes at the mad woman beside me. I go and pose next to say and I wrap an arm around the wax figure and I kiss the wax figures cheek and I hear Willow laugh and I hear a few snaps of the phone before I stand up. "Happy now?"

"Very! I think your boyfriend will be jealous!" Willow laughs and I can't help but roll my eyes again as she hands me back my phone.

"I'm sure he will be." I reply.

"Next!" Willow squeals as she starts walking off and I can't help but peer at the wax figures once again, wishing I was already back with Zayn.

"Are you coming?" Willow says loudly and I look at her as she's about to go into the next section and a worried look crosses her face.

"Yep! Coming!" I say as confidently as I can before I follow her.