Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Lillow's POV

*Willow's POV*

 Brian's gun dropped to the ground. Luna and I stared shocked at his bloody chest on his lifeless body. Luna's face went extremely pale. 

"I...I...I killed him." She was shaking violently. 

"You didn't mean to." I said reassuringly. 

"Willow, you don't understand. I just murdered someone!" She began freaking out and crying. 

"I'd hug you and comfort you right now but it's pretty hard to move with my leg being broken and all." 

Luna dropped to her hands and knees and cried even harder. "I can never live with myself for doing this. I have to deal with this for the rest of my fucking life!"

Everything that happened just hit me all at once. Brian demanding me to strip. Him destroying my leg by breaking it. The physical and verbal abuse Luna and I endured.  The gun being pointed at me. Brian collapsing to the ground, dead. 

I began crying and shaking myself. Getting into a massive fight with Liam, Luna and Zayn was bad enough. This was far worse and I never wanted this to happen. Not only did I have to deal with them hating me but I also had to deal with the trauma of everything that just occurred. Luna had to deal with that to.

Luna shouldn't have had to go through this. Brian was only ever interested in targeting me and I hated that she was suddenly dragged into it. She didn't deserve this. She absolutely hated my guts, yet she cared enough to come find me, even though I doubted she would. If that's not the definition of a true friend, I don't know what is. 

~

*Liam's POV*

The other boys and I searched a ton of places throughout the city to look for Willow and Luna. We had no luck. 

"Oh man, I'm freaking out." Zayn put his hands on his head and a look of fear masked his face. 

"Zayn, we're going to find them." I said. 

That only made him worry even more. "What if it's too late? He could have killed them!"

"I know it's scary to think about but you can't fill your mind with the worst case scenarios. That's not going to help anything." I replied. 

"We weren't there to protect them like we were last time! This time could be different, Liam." Zayn still looked so scared. "And the last conversation I had with Willow was a fight."

"That was my last conversation with her too." I started to get a little more scared. If Wilow really was dead, I could never forgive myself. She would have died without us making things right. I would hate myself so much. 

I looked around and saw one spot in particular. I stare at it and I just got this feeling. I pointed to it. "There. That's where we need to go."

"To a metro station?" Louis said and looked at me like I was insane.

"It's not just any metro station. It's abandoned." I said. 

"You're not making any sense, Liam! How is this going to help us find them?"

"Think about it. It would make sense for him to take them to a place where no one ever goes. There's no witnesses." I replied. 

"Well what are we just standing here for? Let's go!" Louis said and we ran off to the metro station. 

We got inside and it was so dark. Finding the girls was going to be harder than I thought. 

"If only it wasn't so fucking dark in this place." I said. 

Zayn stopped in his tracks. "Guys stop walking."

"Why?" I asked. 

"Just be quiet. Do you hear that?"

We all remained silent and listened. At first, I heard nothing and thought that maybe Zayn was just going crazy. Then, I heard noise. It sounded like crying. We followed the sound and sure enough, we ended up to where Luna and Willow were. The poor girls looked traumatized. 

I rushed over to Willow. "What the hell happened to your leg?" 

She didn't look up at me. My heart dropped remembering our huge fight. "What do you think? Brian broke it."

"We'll get you to a hospital soon." I replied. 

Zayn pulled Luna into his arms and she sobed into his chest. "I'm so sorry I didn't believe you, Luna. I should have listened. If I had, you wouldn't have gotten hurt."

Luna just kept crying, unable to get any words out of her mouth.

I looked back at Willow and my heart broke all over again. She had a red mark on her cheek. One of her eyes was bruised and swollen. Her shirt was lifted up to expose bruises on her stomach. Her leg was the worst of all. It looked so fucked up. 

Both her and Luna were shaking uncontrollably and crying. I couldn't even begin to imagine how awful it must be to go through something so traumatizing. I would think it's extremely scary to fear for your life because of one human being. 

~ 

*Willow's POV* 

"Uh...is Brian dead?" Niall asked looking in the direction of Brian's dead body. 

"Yes." I squeaked. 

He noticed the gun lying on the ground.

"Did he shoot himself?"

Neither Luna or I answered his question. 

Niall's eyes went wide. "Did one of you....shoot him?"

Again, Luna and I remained silent. We didn't want to say anything. We didn't know how to break the news to them. 

Liam tried to remain calm. "Alright, maybe we should just deal with this later. What's important right now is that we get them to a hospital."

The other guys just slowly nodded and Liam began to pick me up and immense pain shot through my leg. 

"Ooowww!" I cried. 

"Maybe we should call an ambulance instead?" Zayn suggested. 

~

*Liam's POV*

I called an ambulance and they took Luna and Willow with them to the hospital.

"I should have never went off at Willow." I said guitily. "If I didn't take my anger out on her, she wouldn't have left. She wouldn't have gotten into this situation."

"Don't blame yourself, Liam." Niall said. 

"You're right, I should be blaming you. I ought to put you in the hospital instead." I shot him a nasty glare. 

~

We arrived at the hospital and sat in the waiting room. Willow was in surgery right now but we were told we were allowed to visit Luna since her injuries weren't as bad. We got up from our seats and walked into Luna's room.