Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Luna's POV

A/N: I just want to say a big thank you for 700 reads! It means so much to both of us!

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I woke up the next morning and I roll over and Zayn's missing and I can't help but roll my eyes and I sigh. What have I gotten myself into? Why did I even have sex with Zayn? Was it that I was so used to giving into him that I dd? Or maybe it was more the fact I was still in love with the boy with the dark brown eyes that made me swoon? 

I still had both the tiara ring and the engagement rings on my fingers, and Zayn hadn't said anything, although, I know he would've noticed them sooner or later. There's no doubt about it. I spent the entire night with him, he would have certainly noticed. 

I slowly get out of bed and put on some underwear before I grab some shorts and a cute little pink sweater and put them on before I walk out of the bedroom and I go down to Rain's and she's sound asleep. I check the small book I have for when he last feeding was and it was only half an hour ago. Zayn must have fed her. I smile down at her and she's so beautiful, and I've never been happier to have a beautiful little girl.

I walk out of her room and go down the stairs and Zayn's no where to be found. Next thing the apartment door opens and Zayn walks in and places the set of keys on the bench and he has a few grocery bags. He places them on the table and he puts the groceries into the fridge and cupboards and leaves some eggs and bacon out before he looks at me and his eyes look me up and down.

"I've missed seeing you when you've just gotten up." He says and I go and sit down at the kitchen bench. 

"Don't get used to it." I say, raising an eyebrow. "This does not mean anything, we are not together, okay?"

"Yes, Luna, I know. I know I have to earn you back, and not just give you the best sex of your life to win you back." He winks and I roll my eyes and lean over and hit him playfully.

"You're an ass." I giggle and he just grins at me as he starts to prepare breakfast, and it feels like old times. Like what it used to be. And I can't help but feel a wave of sadness.

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I clean up after breakfast, even though Zayn insists on doing it, but of course, he lets me do it.

We talk for a little bit, and Rain wakes up and we both spend time with her and we play with her as well, and of course, he has cuddles with little Aria and we also play with her. My two little baby girls. I can't help but smile when Zayn has Rain, he's such a great dad, too bad he couldn't have been a good boyfriend when I'd needed him to be. 

I hear a knock on my door just after eleven and I stand up and open the door and Brendon's standing there with a box of chocolates.

"Hey, I came by Liam and Willow's yesterday early morning and Liam said I'd literally just missed you, and he said you were moving into your apartment so I decided to let you settle in and come by today and see how you're doing." He says and I step back to let him know, and I know what's going to happen. "What the fuck is he doing here?"

Brendon glares at Zayn and Zayn just looks up at the both of us.

"He's just... here, I guess, he had breakfast." I say with a small shrug. Oh, and I had sex with him last night.

"Why the fuck would you let him in?" He hisses.

"Because, okay? It's not a big deal, and he was just about to leave, and so am I. I need to get some more groceries." I sigh and Zayn nods and stands up.

"I'll look after Rain then." Brendon says. "And I'll stay here and wait for you to come back."

"Brendon.." I trail off and he just glares at me and I shrug and Zayn goes and places Rain in her small play pen thing and I grab my car keys and my apartment keys and we both quickly walk out. Brendon glaring at Zayn the entire time. We both hop into the elevator and go down to the ground level and walk out.