Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Zuna's Pov

LUNA'S POV:

I watch as Willow walks out and I know what's coming. I can't believe she just fucking did that! I trusted her! And she broke it.

After a few minutes of complete silence, it's broken.

"What the fuck!" Zayn spits.

"That's what I'm thinking!" Louis shouts as he stands up and grabs Zayn and drags him outside and I hear the gasps from other tables. I look at the other boys and we all hurry outside just as Louis shoves Zayn into the ground.

"Louis!" I yell, but he doesn't listen before he grabs Zayn by the collar of his shirt with one hand and punches him with the other. 

"HOW FUCKING DARE YOU!" Louis screams in Zayn's face; and Willow thinks she has the right to go off at me about not having told them yet? Cause it's so easy to tell your boyfriend you're pregnant when you never planned for this. 

"Stop it!" I scream, as Louis hits him again. I go to rush over but an arm grabs me and pulls me back.

"No, Luna, you can't get in the middle of this." Harry says, meeting my eyes and I glare at him. "If you get in the middle of it, you could get hurt." I look back at Louis and Zayn just as Louis knees him in the stomach. 

Next thing I see Liam and Niall both go over and they each grab one of the boys.

"Stop it you two! This is stupid!" Liam yells at them as both struggle to get to each other. 

"He fucking got her pregnant!" Louis spits, and I knew this was going to happen. Louis going to hate Zayn now, and Zayn hates me, and I hate Willow. I really can't believe she'd do this to me. I would never do this to her. I'm not that fucking stupid.

"I know! But there's nothing we can do about it now!" Liam yells as he starts to drag him away. "We're going back!" 

Harry gently lets go of my arm and starts following them and Niall gently lets Zayn go and starts to follow the boys and I start to follow before I feel a hand grab my arm and spin me around and I meet the angry, dark brown eyes staring back at me.

"Why didn't you fucking tell me?" Zayn screams.

"I only found out yesterday." I say as calmly as I can, but I know that's not going to help me right now.

"You fucking told Willow before me! How fucking could you, Luna?" He shouts and I just want to sink into the concrete. I can't fucking believe Willow right now.

"I didn't know what to do! I was scared of telling you and Willow pushed and pushed so I snapped at told her!" I tell him.

"You should've told me! I shouldn't have had to hear it from someone else!"

"I told her to keep it secret!"

"Were you even going to tell me, Luna?"

"What?" I ask, taken aback. Why would he think I wouldn't tell him? It's not like I could hide getting fat. I try to pull out of his grip but it only tightens on my arm.

"Were you going to tell me?" He repeats.

"Of course!" 

"When?"

"When I was ready to." 

"I can't believe you, Luna, I really can't! You should've told me as soon as I got back to the tour bus! You shouldn't have hidden this from me! You let me think there was something wrong with us! Well, you know what, you got your fucking wish, we're not okay!" He shouts in my face and I can't do anything but take it. 

"Zayn, please." I beg. "I was going to tell you! I just wasn't ready yet!"

"No, Luna, just fucking don't." He lets my arm go and follows the boys and tears spring to my eyes. This is all Willow's fucking fault. If she hadn't of spilled everything at the restaurant, this wouldn't be happening right now and I could've told Zayn when I was ready, or soon anyway. I don't think I could've been ever ready to tell him something like that.

I start to follow and try to think if we even paid for our meals when I remember Niall came out a few minutes later; he must have paid, if he didn't, we'd probably be fucked. I sigh as I get back to the tour bus and and I walk inside and walk up to Zayn.

"Please, talk to me." I beg and he won't even look at me.

"No! This is your fault, Luna, if you just fucking told me, this wouldn't be a problem!" He says, trying to keep his voice as quiet as possible.

"You can't blame me for being scared!" I say, with a small frown and I wipe my tears away.

"Scared of what? Huh? What the fuck were you scared of?" He says, turning to look at me, and he looks so mad at me. What? Can he really blame me? I wasn't the one who spilled the fucking beans at the dinner table.

"Of your reaction!" I reply and he shakes his head.

"I thought we could tell each other everything! You fucking avoided me when you should've just fucking told me! You still act like a fucking child who's done something wrong and then hides it from her parents! I should have NOT had to hear it from someone else! I should've been the first person you told!" He shouts and I know he's done keeping his voice quiet. "I fucking can't believe you'd even do that. I thought you were better than that."

"Zayn, please, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to not tell you, I was just scared of what you'd say." I say quietly, as the tears start to stream down my cheeks again.

"Well, it's too fucking late to say sorry, Luna. I'm going to bed, and I don't want you to join me." He says coldly as he walks out and Willow appears and I know she heard everything by the look on her face.

"Luna...I'm so sorry..." she starts but I can't help myself when I walk over to her and slap her hard across the face.

"Don't fucking speak to me again." I spit, shoving past her and go down, past the bunks and to where the couch is and I curl up on it and cry.

*

I check the time on my phone and it's 3am and the tour bus is dead silent. I don't know when I stopped crying, but I did. Everything's gone to hell and it's Willow's fault. I can't believe she'd do this. I can't believe Zayn went off at me. I can't take this anymore. I have to get out.

I slowly stand up and creep into the bunks, grab only one of my bags with only a bit of makeup and a couple clothes before I walk out and I gently open the tour bus door and slowly slip out before gently shutting it and I walk off.

ZAYN'S POV:

I lie there, for hours. I can't sleep. I can't believe Luna! She should've told me before she even told Willow. I wondered whether she was going to join me, I know I told her not to, but I still wanted to feel her next to me. Feel her warmth, though, I probably was to harsh on her, but what did she expect? Me to be fine with her not having told me? She tells me everything, or though I though.

I wake up and I don't even remember going to sleep. I slowly crawl out of the bunk and go down to the couches but only Liam and Willow sit there, Willow in Liam's arms. Willow looks up at me guiltily. 

"Zayn, I'm so-" she starts but I cut her off.

"Don't." I warn. "Have either of you seen Luna?" Both of them shake their heads before I go back down to the other end of the bus and there's no one around. I take a quick step outside of the bus, thinking maybe she'd gone outside to get some fresh air, but I quickly realize she's not out there either. I quickly hurry back inside and I walk over to our bags and one of hers is missing. My heart begins to race and fear overtakes me. I walk back to the couches and call for everyone and everyone eventually comes when I call a few more times.

"What?" Louis says coldly, glaring at me.

"Luna. She's gone."