Having No Regrets (A One Direction Love Story)

Luna's POV

Only a day later I was able to go home, and I was glad to be out of that shit hole. 

"This, Rain, is your new home." I tell the little girl I'm holding in my arms as Zayn holds the door open for me and I step inside and Zayn smiles down at us and he then shuts the door behind us and places the bags on the floor and we walk into the kitchen. 

We'd gone and done a tiny bit of baby shopping, just some clothes, toys and stuff like that to get her more settled in and make sure she has everything she needs, and it was almost dinner time so Zayn agreed to make us some nachos for dinner. I go and sit down while Zayn starts to prepare dinner and all I can do is stare at how precious little Rain is. 

After dinner, I put Rain to bed, knowing she'll be up in a few hours and I go and settle down on the couch when Zayn walks in with his shoes on and he has a jacket in his hands.

"I'm going out." He tells me.

"What?" I ask.

"I'm going out." He repeats, clearly annoyed.

"What the fuck! This is Rain's first night home, and you're leaving to go out?" I ask.

"Yeah, I am, I'm going to go out and celebrate having a baby. It's not like I could do it while you were in hospital." He rolls his eyes.

"What the fuck is wrong with you? I've just had a fucking baby who's only a few days old, and you can't even stick the fuck around?" I snap.

"I'm allowed to go out and celebrate! You don't need to be such a bitch!" Zayn snaps back. 

"What the fuck! You were fine with me before, and now you're calling me a bitch?"

"Because you're always on my fucking back! Like I can go out if I fucking want to!"

"You know what, go, get the fuck out. I don't want you here anyway."

"Good, I don't want to be here with you." He says coldly before he leaves.

*

Half an hour or so later I hear a knock on the door and I go and open it and Lottie's there with a box full of Krispy Kreme's and she smiles brightly at me.

"The party is here!" She giggles as I step back and let her inside and I shut the door. I force a smile on my face. "How come Zayn isn't here? You never told me."

"Oh, didn't I?" I ask and she shakes her head. "He's gone out to celebrate."

"And you're okay with that?" She asks confused.

"Yeah, of course! He can celebrate if he wants to, I'm okay here, plus, now I have one of my favourite people in the world here! With the best food ever!" I giggle and she smiles at me and she drags me into the living room and we both sit on the couch and she opens the box of Krispy Kreme, she has all the different flavours that they have and I can't help but want to eat every single one. Probably only because Krispy Kreme make the best donuts in this entire world. I honestly don't know what I would do without them.

"I actually love you." I tell her as I grab a plain, glazed donut and I stuff it into my mouth and sigh happily. 

"Oh, I would fucking hope so!" She laughs and I can't help but smile at her. I honestly don't know what I'd do without Lottie. She's my best friend, my sister, my shoulder to cry on, and she's been there since the day I was conceived and she always listens to me, no matter what.