Inside | Shane Harte

28 | Chaos

It's tuesday and I've barely slept anything since the incident yesterday. I didn't tell Shane either, since I know how he would react. Damn it Trevor, why did you do this?

Anyways, it's the lunch break before everyone's supposed to practise on their performances. I think that most of the people I know are outside smoking or something. I on the other hand...

"Fuck Kayla, you know what you're doing to me when you bite your lip like that..." Shane whispers and aggressively kisses me again and again while his hands travel down my waist and to my bum. I smile a little and play with his hair as he turn us around and pushes me against the wall.

I stop for a second and our eyes meet, but all I can see in his is hunger. It doesn't take long before he continues kissing me passionately.

"Stop teasing me..." he whispers and I can't help but smile a little. Eventually he pulls away. "I have to go now, I'm supposed to meet up with Theo before rehearsal"

I nod and kiss him back in surprise as he kisses me again. Once again I smile against his soft lips.

"Then go" I say and he continues the kiss.

"Uh-huh" he answers while deepening the kiss. We full on make out for a good couple of minutes before he pulls away one last time. He takes a few steps backwards and I expect him to leave, but he doesn't. He just stands there smirking and I raise my eyebrows.

"Well...?" I ask, and he looks at me with that look only he can do. It's like he's smirking but only with his eyes.

"I can't leave yet. I have a boner" he says with a completely straight face and I burst out into hysterical laughter. One look at his growing bulge doesn't help at all, and I almost pee my pants.

"Hush" he whispers and takes a step forward. "Do NOT be pretty. It all depends on you now, if I'll be able to make it to Theo on time" he says with a serious tone and points at me. I raise my hands in defense.

"Okay, okay! I'll try, but it will be really hard for me" I smile.

"True..." he smiles back, and this time it's not a smirk. It's not too serious, neither is it disparaging. It's simply just genuin.

"Your smile is really beautiful" I tell him and his face goes back into the 'not serious-mode'. I tilt my head to the side and he points at me again.

"Did I not tell you to not be pretty?" he asks with a really fake serious tone in his voice and I laugh. I look down at his crotch only to notice that the big bulge is gone.

"You're fine now" I tell him and he look down quickly.

"Finally. Later Kay-Kay" he says while running up the stairs of the cellar and I laugh at what he called me.

Later I'm in the studio with Trevor, practising on the song. It's a little awkward since neither one of us have mentioned anything about yesterday. It's really strange and uncomfortable but I don't really know how else to deal with it in a good way. God, I really wish I was on good terms with mother right now.

When we've finished the last sentence of the song Trevor sighs.

"That was... Pretty good. I guess" he says with a low voice. I can't help but get a little annoyed by his behaviour.

"Oh, why won't you just let it go? You caught me off guard yesterday, I didn't know you felt that way for me. You can't just expect me to feel the same or you act all depressed and stuff. I'm so done with your attitu-" I say but he interrupts me by crashing his lips against mine. I immediately pull away with wide eyes.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" I exclaim and I'm on my feet within seconds, rushing out of the room.

"I'm sorry Kayla, I didn't mean to-"

"No, you're not sorry. You know that I'm with.... I just need some air" I sigh and walk off. Thankfully he stays where he are because I don't want to be anywhere near him right now.

I walk out of there to meet Shane standing with some other guys I don't know. His face drops when he sees me since he easily can tell that something has happened.

"What's going on?" he asks and I shake my head. I don't want to lie to him but it is his best friend. I can't tell him.

"Nothing, I just..."

"Stop it. I can tell something's happened. Tell me now" he says with a serious face while gripping a hold of my arms. I panic inside for a couple moments before realising that I can't keep this from him. He will find out anyway, and he would be devastated if he knew he asked me first but I didn't tell him.

"Uh, it's Trevor, he... He..." I stutter trying to gather some energy to do this. I'm actually about to break their friendship right now. Way to go, Kayla. Great job.

"What about him?" Is he okay?" he asks with a worried look on his face. I shake my head.

"No, he... He kissed me"

When I utter the last word his eyes instantly go all black.

"Kayla, there you are..." Trevor says suddenly popping up behind me. I turn around and watch as his face turns from worried to frightened. He freezes in his place, obviously not knowing what to do. Shane's clearly expressing that he knows what just happened and Trevor doesn't know what to do.

"Oh shit..." Trevor mumbles and Shane flies past me towards Trevor.