Chapter 30

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Kaden's POV

Well, I'm letting everyone down. After eight months if staying strong, of being clean, I let everything go down the drain. In short, I relapsed.

All the hate revived my demons. It's awful. I feel bad. I feel like a failure. I feel like that same girl that Pentatonix found back in the Philippines. I feel like that, broken little shit.

My phone lit up, revealing a notification from twitter. It's a DM, from Demi... my favorite singer...

'Hey, Kaden, right?'

'Yiz. The one and Only ;)'

'Suuuure! ;) so I was wondering, wanna hangout sometime?'

'Yeah, sure! When and where?"

'

I dunno, tomorrow, maybe? At Starbucks?'

"Which Starbucks?'

'The one near Hollywood studios!'

'Yeah, sure! See you there! :)'

After that, I locked the screen and it lit up, again. I unlocked it and it was still in twitter. Bunch of hate flodded my screen. I can't take it anymore, so I screamed at the top of my lungs and threw my phone across the room, shattering to pieces. I cupped my head and ducked in between my knees and began to cry.

I was being weak as shit.

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