My Lighthouse

A dive into the deep

When they arrived at the Resort where they would stay the next month, they were all positively flabbergasted by the beauty of it all. It looked like a location out of a romantic movie with all the wooden cottages and the palm trees all over. When Nicky and Kian also saw a few beautiful ladies walking by the taxi and going into the hotel, they knew for sure, they would going to like it here. Nicky, Shane, Kian and Mark would be staying in the hotel the next month, while Sheila and the crew would be living in the cottages on the ground floor. Sheila took care of it, that she had a cottage of her own. She didn't like to much people around her in the evening. She had to work a lot too, when others were finished and to much people around, would only distract her from her work. And then again, if something was going on at night according to her "lads" and she had to respond right away, she would only wake up the others. Louis didn't agree on that at first, because he thought it was a more safe idea if someone was with her, but she assured Louis she would put her alarm on if anything would happen to her.

Sheila was checking in for everyone and gave them their keys to their rooms and cottages, while the boys already explored the place. A good feeling was essential for good work, Mark had said to her, while they watched a few models walking by who were making a photoshoot there. To make things worse, the models recognized the boys and immediately walked up to them to ask for an autograph and a picture. One blond tall girl put her arm around Mark to make a selfie, but even though she was ready making pictures she kept her arm where it was. Sheila noticed Mark was charmed by the attention of this woman and when she asked if she would see him again, he agreed on that right away. We will be in the bar tonight, Nicky answered for Mark, so we will see you ladies there. Sheila pushed her glasses tightly against her face and felt her stomach turn around. Shit, no rest for her the next few days. Men! She thought with anger in her heart. They only thought of one thing and one thing only. Shane was the only one who was in love already and didn't like the models very much. He stood next to Sheila watching the girls twirling around the boys like a bee around his honey. Should they have taken any effort to meet these girls if they weren't that pretty? Sheila thought out loud. Shane put his arm around her. I am afraid not, sweetheart. Are you going with them this evening? No, not tonight. I am still tired of the trip and I promised Gillian to skype with her tonight. So no phones taken away from you tonight huh? Sheila laughed. But what she felt inside had nothing to do with happiness.

Sheila had just unpacked her suitcases when her phone rang. Kian, the phone said and she picked up the phone. Kian, sweetheart, with what can I help you? Without any shame at all, he asked, have you taken care of some condoms dear? Sorry? Condoms! Kian repeated again and she heard Nicky and Mark laugh on the background. Oh sorry, I understood you the first time, but I have just unpacked my suitcases and this is the first question you have for me? Sheila was irritated of so much selfishness and pushed her glasses backwards again. I guess you are pushing your glasses against your face now, don't you sheil? Kian asked her. She silenced and then suddenly said, you'll get them within an hour and she hung up the phone, feeling sick to the stomach of the idea with what they were going to do with that. They didn't even knew these girls yet. They had only judged them by their looks. She stood in her bedroom and looked into the mirror. It was so hot, even now at the end of the afternoon, she wouldn't be able to wear her oversized sweaters anymore. But she didn't wanted to show her body to anyone, so she had bought some oversized cotton blouses and tops for underneath that. She was actually a girl with a beautiful body, but this body hadn't brought her much luck in her life, so she hide it ever since. That behavior of hiding had made her feel safe again. Sure she had taken some of her bathing suits along, to cool of in the cold water, but she would only wear them at night when no one could see her. She always did that. She loved swimming, but she didn't like people staring at her. She knew they would see her scarves for sure. She felt them every day, even though they didn't hurt her physically anymore. Sheila picked up her phone and took care of the order Kian had given her earlier....