My Lighthouse

Flying without wings

Although she was soaking wet, she couldn't get enough of the beauty of these enormous animals. The power but also the cuteness they exude was so overwhelming. The wales kept on jumping out of the water, like if they wanted to put on a show for all those spectators on the ship. Sheila walked away from Mark, because her body gave her signals, which weren't that comfortable with everyone around. She thanked Shane for the jacket, especially now she saw that her white dress had become a see through dress. She walked to the bow of the ship to get some air and looked down into the water. How often she had wished, to see the wales swim and play around like this. And here she was, with all these great people, whom she appreciated and loved dearly, looking at this wonder of nature. This is wealth, she whispered to herself. She felt Mark's arms around her waist to pull her close against his warm body. Beautiful isn't it? He said softly in her ear. Sheila got the shivers of his low and sensual voice and took a deep breath. All the money in the world, can not buy the way I feel now. It was always a huge wish, to see these powerful, large but also sweet giants of nature. And here I am, on this ship, with the people I love, soaking wet but more happy than I have ever been in my life. Happiness can't be bought Mark. That's why I feel rich right now. I realize that a lot of people will never experience this ultimate feeling of happiness. A feeling I thought, I would never experience myself. She felt the change of Mark's body against her back. He didn't respond to her words at first. She turned her head aside a little, trying to see his face, but Mark started to kiss her neck and his hands caressed her wet body, which made it impossible for her to concentrate on something else.

She realized he got emotional because of her words and this was his reaction, although she knew there was a lot going on in his mind. She moaned softly and put her hands on top of his. Please stop and talk to me. Mark kissed her one more time and put his face against hers when he said with a raspy voice of emotions, I know you for so long and never understood, why I longed to talk to you every time when things were rough. In a way, you were always there when I needed you, but I never took the effort to really look at you. Until that night you put me up, because I drank to much and I was fleeing for my ex and the press. I suddenly realized, you were a person with a lot of emotions too. And as I noticed when I lay next to you, a woman with a beautiful and longing body as well. I felt the tension between us, more than you realized, but I also felt your enormous fear of getting touched. From then on, I wanted to know who you really were, what you were thinking of and what had happened to you. Because despite your appearances, I knew you were vulnerable. Sheila closed her eyes while tears were falling down her face. She absorbed every word he said and couldn't believe the love she felt for him, when Mark continued. All those people who think that our happiness is depending on our success. And that with all the success we have, we must be the most happiest lads on this planet. How little do they know. How often I wished, I could go out and meet people who like me because I am Mark Feehily, this simple lad from Ireland and not because I am Mark Feehily of Westlife. How did I know all these years, if people liked me for who I am, instead of wanting anything from me? Sure I enjoyed a lot of all the things we've experienced throughout the years, but that a lot of people also see you as a product scared the hell out of me too.
Sheila softly squeezed his hands and gently rubbed them with her fingers. Mark looked up and stared at the sea without seeing anything only his memories and feelings. You weren't the only one feeling lonely and hurt sweetie. You are right, this is wealth. Plain and simple wealth in its most beautiful form. He started to caress her belly and without anyone seeing he let his hand glide a bit downwards to stop just above her soft spot. You make me realize what life is all about. I feel utterly happy when I am on that stage and please the fans with our voices. But when I come down that stage and there is no one to there to love and share this feeling with, the performances get a different feeling as well. I don't want this to happen, but it just does. When a farmer comes down from the land he want to tell his wife, how beautiful the vegetables are growing or how much milk the cows delivered today. Sheila grinned by the example he gave, but understood what he was trying to say. If you don't have anyone to share you success with, but also your disappointments in life, than what's the point of living? Like you said baby, no money in the world can buy this feeling I have now. Sheila heard the change in his voice. It was sensual and low. Her breath was going faster when his hand went a little bit more down and pushed softly against the sensitivity skin between her legs. I love you more than I loved anyone in my life. You understand where I am coming from and what I truly feel. Please promise me, you will never leave me. Sheila closed her eyes and whispered, I couldn't even if I wanted to. My heart beats only for you. I will never love or desire anyone but you. But please Mark, stop touching me like this or I'll make love to you here on the deck. Mark suddenly started to laugh out loud. See! That's why I love you so much. You are crazy, crazy for me as much as I am crazy for you. He turned her around now, to look into her beautiful green eyes. Don't let these beautiful eyes of yours, look at no one else but me, the way you look now. He put his hand against her cheek and with his thumb he slowly caressed her lips, while his eyes followed every movement her lips made. She wetted her lips with her tongue when Mark slowly bended over to gently kiss her lips. Although they kissed soft and slow, they felt the passion floating through their veins like a storm. I want you, Mark whispered with his lips against hers while his hand was on her bottom to push her against his hips. She felt how he turned on he was by all this and smirked, I am glad I am a woman, because otherwise we both would have a hard one right now. Mark started to laughing real loud and people even looked up to see what was going on. He hit her on her butt and said in her ear, I will show you the difference between a man and a woman tonight when we come home babe and put his arm around her shoulders to walk back to the other lads, who were still staring at the wales in the sea.