My Lighthouse

The first time

Sheila couldn't have been more happy, than she had ever been in her entire life. Here she was, with the man who she loved for so long already, at the movies, whom she had seen at least a thousand times and almost loved just as much. Mark laughed when he noticed Sheila knew every line they spoke, by heart. And when they started to sing "summer love" Sheila sung it together with Mark. He loved the sparkle in her eyes, when she looked at him and the movie. It was her, as well as his favorite movie for sure, but Mark had never seen it the way you should see it, in a drive-in. I love your surprise, he said softly in her ear. Great idea.....Sheila smiled shyly at him. Really? The trays with food were already taken away, after they finished their burgers and French fries, so he could put his arm around her now and pull her close. Sheila lay her head on his shoulder while they watched the movie and sang along with the songs. They saw Olivia Newton John going out of the house with the unwriting letter to John Travolta in her hand. Oh this is my favorite part, Sheila said full of enthusiasm and without thinking she sang the song with all her heart. She had sang it a thousand times and cried about it, maybe even just as much. This was a song, so close to her heart. She didn't noticed the people around her, who listened to her beautiful voice. Mark was speechless as well. He had never heard her sing like this. When the song was finished, some people around them started to applaud. Sheila blushed, hit her hand before her mouth and didn't know where to look. I am sorry, she whispered. I lost myself there for a moment. I won't do that again. But when Mark didn't answer, she looked aside and saw the emotion in his eyes. He just realized, how alone she must have felt all these years. How often did she see this movie on her own? How often did she sang this song only to herself? She deserved so much more than that.
Why don't you sing more often? He asked, while his hand played with her long hair. Because I don't want people to see me, she said softly. Well that's going to change now sweetheart. Because you are the most beautiful woman I have ever met and people really do miss something, when they don't see you. Sheila knew what he wanted to tell her, but she shook her head and felt tears coming up. Don't do this Mark. I know you mean well, but I am not ready to face the whole world yet. Meeting you on my first date is enough fear for now. I don't want to be afraid anymore, but I have been afraid all my life. That isn't gone within a few days, just like I said earlier this evening, it takes time. Please give me that time. Mark looked into her begging eyes and said softly, I give you everything you want, as long as you share your heart with me and he kissed her passionately not intending to stop that soon.

He parked the car in front of her cottage, like Sheila agreed on with the Resort. It had been a beautiful evening already and being here and knowing what would happen next, made her so nervous, she couldn't stop her heart from beating that fast. Mark stepped out of the car and opened her door. Sheila noticed, he was nervous too. They both had sex before with different kind of partners, but "making love", how Mark had called it, was really something else. When Mark took her hand in his, he noticed her trembling. If you are not ready for it now, just say it sweetheart. Mark voice was soft, sweet and full of love. Although he longed for her, he didn't wanted to force her into anything. Sheila looked him in his beautiful blue eyes and whispered, I don't know if I am ready. But I know I love you more than anything in this world. Maybe I shouldn't have said that, but it's true. And I don't care about the rest. I have learned to live by the day. The rest is a worry for later. Or not, Mark answered and suddenly lifted her up into his arms and walked towards her cottage. With her arms around his neck and her head against his shoulder, he carried her towards the door and opened it. What's this? I locked my door when we went away, she said fully surprised. But when Mark opened the door, she saw candles everywhere and the most beautiful exotic flowers she had ever seen. On the table, they had put down a champagne cooler with a bottle of champagne in it and two glasses. Further she saw fruit, which was cut in the most beautiful fantasy animals. Oh Mark, what did you do? He sighed and said softly, I told you, I wanted it to be special. I hope this is special enough for you and he put her down on the floor.

She was still amazed by the beauty of this all and that he arranged this, without her knowing about it. Do you like it? She heard Mark asking a little bit nervous. Do I like it? I love it! She silenced and turned to Mark. "I love it", she repeated again and "I love you". She put her hand against his beautiful face and softly kissed his lips. Mark immediately felt how eager his body longed for her. But he wanted to take his time with her. Not be hasty about anything. But as their kiss got more passionately, Mark realized he had to stop her now, before he couldn't stop himself anymore. He stepped away from her and she looked at him with amazement in her eyes. No, he panted, I want to take my time with you, but if you kiss me and touch me like this, we won't be having that much time anymore and he grinned at her. Okay, was the only thing she could say and silenced when Mark poured in the champagne. She took the glass of champagne in her hand, which Mark gave to her and ate a piece of fruit which was cut in the form of a peacock. Pity to eat this actually, she said while she looked at Mark as tempting as she could. You want a bite? She hold a piece of the peacock's tail before his mouth. Mark opened his mouth while he kept on looking at her and bite a large piece of the tail off with his teeth and took it in his hand again. With the cold fruit he stroke over her lips and when a bit of the juice fell on her lip, she licked it away. Mark slowly shook his head. Oh Sheila, if you just had any idea what you are doing to me now. Please show me, she begged him and took a little bite of the fruit he was holding between his fingertips. Mark moaned, took her by the hand and walked to the bedroom with her.

The bedroom wasn't any different than the living room. Also here candles and flowers everywhere, but on the bed lay just one beautiful red rose. Sheila took her glass of champagne, emptied it in one gulp and put her glass on the dresser. Mark followed her example and grabbed her by her waist to pull her close. He didn't wanted to talk anymore. He wanted to let her feel, the words he couldn't say. His hands passionately caressed her back, down to her bottom and pushed her against him. Sheila unbuttoned his blouse and pushed it of his shoulders down to the floor. As her breathing was going faster, she stroke with her fingertips over his chest down to the buttons of his trousers. With his feet he already pushed the moccasins out and when she opened his trousers and pushed them down, he could immediately step out of it. Sheila could hardly breath, when she looked at his naked body in front of her and she was impressed by how turned on he already was. Mark turned her around and opened the zipper on her back. He bended his knees a little while his hands sensually stroke her legs up to her thighs. He now glide between her panties and slowly moved his finger inside of her, feeling how much she longed for him too. She felt her knees weakening by every movement he did inside of her. He pulled his hand away and took the sides of her panties in his hand to pull it down. She stepped out of it, but immediately felt his hands caressing her naked bottom and thighs. Meanwhile he pushed her dress up higher between his fingers and then he finally took it of. Within seconds he had her bra of as well.

Sheila was holding her breath, scared that he would change his mind, when he saw the scarves again. But instead, he turned her around, lifted her up at her waist like a ballerina and softly lay her down on the bed. He took the rose and let it glide over her body from her lips down to the soft skin between her legs. Sheila arched her back of desire and felt the fire burning between her thighs. She couldn't wait what he was going to do next. He put the rose away and lay down on the bed next to her. He let his fingers slowly move over the scarves on her belly, when he started to kiss them one by one. Sheila couldn't believe the feeling he gave her now. He treated her with so much respect, she was almost scared to wake up and find out it had all been a dream. Mark's hand softly squeezed her breast and stroke her longing body as his lips and tong teased her belly, going up until he put his lips around her nipples and sucked on it. Oh Mark please, she begged him panting. She couldn't take it no longer and crawled underneath him, so she would lay in the right position under him. She didn't wanted to wait no more and put her legs tight around him. Mark looked at her with passion but also concern in his eyes. Are you sure? And without answering in words, her body started to move against his and finally she felt him glide inside of her. She moaned out loud and as he moved inside of her, she felt his desire grow even bigger. It had been such a long time ago, but with Mark it felt like she had never made love to anyone else but him. When he moved faster and faster, she put her nails in his bottom and pushed her hips against his, so he could feel her deeper than he did now. He looked at her as if he wanted to ask her, if it was okay to come. Yes please, she whispered and within seconds they both reached their first climax together and how perfect did it feel. She just couldn't believe it. It felt even better than she had hoped for in her dreams. Mark pushed just a few times more and then lay his body down on hers. Sweat was going down his back to his bottom and Sheila rubbed it over his body. Still panting of the feeling he gave her, even if he didn't move anymore. Oh my God Sheila, Mark couldn't believe what just happened. Shh, you don't have to say anything, she said softly. Yes, I do. Because I think I love you.....