My Lighthouse

When you tell me that you love me

Sheila fastened her stockings onto the suspenders of the tight black body she was wearing under her beautiful Chanel dress. She stepped into the matching high heels and asked Gillian if she could please help her with her dress without messing up her hair. Sheila looked in the mirror when she was ready and didn't know how to respond. She had never worn a dress as beautiful as this. She asked Gillian to make a picture which she immediately send to Christie with the text, looking forward to the charity ball with Gillian. We're having lots of fun. Love you mum, Sheila. She got a screen full of hearts and roses back and one face with a tear. Sheila realized she had made Christie cry because of the word "mum", although in the positive sense of the word. Sheila really loved her and couldn't have got a better second mum as Christie was for her. You are looking gorgeous, she wrote. He will be flabbergasted to see you this way. Christie meant Mark with "he" and of course Sheila understood that immediately. In her heart she hoped he would.

Gillian was still standing in her body stocking, trying to fasten her stockings on her suspenders, but she didn't get it done properly. She looked at Sheila, almost with tears in her eyes. I am so nervous, I am dying here. Sheila poured in some more wine and said, let me help you. She fastened one stocking already, but the second one was a little bit more difficult. Gillian felt the wine in her legs and realized she shouldn't have more wine anymore, otherwise she would attack Shane right away. She giggled at her thoughts and told Sheila. Sheila laughed sitting on her knees, trying to get the suspenders done. Gillian looked down at her, Sheila was looking so beautiful. She was stroking down Gillian's legs to pull her stocking up so she could fasten them more easily. She felt a strange feeling of excitement about the way Sheila touched her as well as how she looked. Sheila felt the change in how she looked at her. You are really a beautiful woman, you know that? Gillian said softly. Done, Sheila said smiling and stood up. Gillian kept on looking at her and suddenly kissed her on her lips. She was shocked by her own behavior and mumbled, it's time I see Shane again. Sheila smiled and kissed her gently one more time on her lips. It's okay. I won't tell him. It most be the wine, she grinned. Sheila blinked at her and took her dress to help her in. Lucky Shane tonight. And Mark isn't? Gillian asked with a naughty smile on her face. Sheila stared outside. When this all happened, I thought I could get him out of my mind, but when I saw him yesterday, I knew I was lost for ever. I will never love someone as much as I love him. But I want to talk to him first. Gillian laughed. Well I hope it's going to be a hell of a conversation, because girl, the way you are looking now, it's not going to be a long one. Sheila laughed and hit her on her butt. Come on woman! Let's get Shane a happy man first. As the woman walked down the entrance out of the hotel towards their limousine, everyone turned their head. They didn't even know themselves, they were looking absolutely gorgeous and it would become very difficult to get into the concert hall without drawing all the attention to them. But Gillian didn't care anymore. She wanted Shane and as quick as possible.

The music was already starting, when the lads were backstage getting ready for their concert. Okay! Kian said. Are we focused?! We can do this! Warm or not, we are giving them our best, like we always do. Mark buddy, can you still handle it? Mark longed to see Sheila again, but he was professional enough to put everything aside and give his full 200% . He would talk to her later. The fans were more important now, than Sheila, he said. But deep in his heart he knew they weren't. They got introduced in an impressive way, with lots of lights and a voice over, who told the audience what they had already accomplished in their career. And then the voice said, we are proud to introduce to you....Westlife!! The spotlights were pointed on the lads as they walked up the stage. Shane started with "Flying without wings" and the audience went completely crazy, when suddenly in the back of the concert hall the door opened and as in a fairytale the light shined behind her and lightened up her beautiful appearance in her long of-white dress. Shane tried to find the words to the song, but he just forgot everything. He couldn't believe she was here! That's why she didn't respond to his Skype calls! OH my God she is breathtaking, he whispered and Mark took over when he noticed what was going on. The audience was so crazy, they didn't even noticed a thing and after Shane had found his heartbeat again, he sung his own parts like nothing had happened. Gillian threw him a hand kiss and Shane felt his heart beating on places it shouldn't be, while singing. How did she come here? He wondered. But he had to focus again, otherwise everything would turn out wrong. They sung for about three quarters of an hour, until the voice over pronounced a break, to do the betting for the good cause. Shane didn't know how quick he had to jump of stage and run towards Gillian, when he forgot that a lot of fans thought he was running towards them. When he finally reached Gillian he took her in his arms and kissed her passionately. He didn't care about the disappointed woman around them. This was his girl and he wanted everyone to know. Suddenly he lifted her up and walked towards the stage with her. Gillian had her arms around his neck and she kissed him over and over again. I've longed for you so badly, she said softly with a desperate tone in her voice. Laying here in his strong arms was the only place she wanted to be. Her beautiful eyes shined at him and promised him much more than a kiss. Shane felt the suspenders under the fabric of her dress. What's this babe? You are aloud to unwrap me later, she whispered in his ear sensually. Oh Lord woman, Shane moaned, I still have to sing for half an hour. He took her backstage and couldn't believe the feeling which was going through his body. He put her down and hold her face between his hands. I love you Gillian, with all of my heart and I will never stay away from you that long ever again. He kissed her passionately while his hands stroke her back, down to her bottom where he explored her suspenders. Hmm I can't wait to unwrap you later, he whispered in her ear. Suddenly they heard Mark couch a bit. Gillian looked at Mark and wished she could tell him what was going to happen for him. Hi Mark, good to see you again, she smiled and hugged him. Mark wanted to smile, but he felt so confused and miserable. Is she here Gillian? He asked. Yes, Mark she is. Mark took a deep breath. Why doesn't she show herself yet? I want to see her, talk to her, knowing if she is alright. Gillian saw the pain in his eyes and felt sorry for him. We all make mistakes Mark, Gillian said softly and she knows that. She touched his face, kissed him on his cheek and smiled a little. You won't be disappointed, Gillian whispered. Mark's body responded immediately to what she said. Oh my God, she had forgiven him, otherwise Gillian wouldn't have said that. He wanted to see her, now! He finally let himself long for her. He refused to let his feelings go free, because somewhere in the back of his mind he was still scared she wouldn't have forgiven him. Kian and Nicky came walking towards them and Mark noticed the way they looked at Shane and then at him. What's up? Mark asked. No, nothing, they said much to quick and Mark got suspicious. Come on buddy, Nicky said laughing while he hit him on the back. We have to perform again. At least you know she's here. I know for sure you will see her soon. The music started again and the stage director yelled that they had to get up on stage within two minutes.