Irritated To The Point Of Destruction

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

Ashanti

I tried closing my eyes, I kept Spongebob on so that  Tae would stay asleep. I picked up my phone,  and looked at the unread texts "Shanti, please baby talk to me." "I think you're being childish man, you act like you were still in love with that nigga." That one text set off a fire within me, I couldn't help myself I didn't even read the last two texts. My emotions took over "First of all motherfucker, let me tell you this!  Don't get mad because you can't come home. The only reason you have an attitude is because you can't get any of my pussy. Yeah I am upset because you're stupid. That was a dumb move! And, as far as me still being in love Kennon?  Boy don't get yo weak ass feelings hurt. At least he'd fight for me, he'd fight for my love! Seems like you're giving up." Without,  hesitation I hit send.  At, this point I didn't care. I sat on my bed hurt, and frustrated. I cried angry tears, bitter tears, how dare he talk to me like I wasn't shit, like I was some weak ass bitch. My chest was burning, I wanted to fight him, slap the taste out of his mouth. I looked at his last two text "You know Shanti. I'm going to let you cool off. I can't believe you're putting that no good ass nigga before me. Even though he's dead." "I just wish you would talk to me. I love you, even though you act like I'm a monster. I love you." Great now I felt like shit. I got up and went to the kitchen, I got the Tylenol p.m and took out two, got a soda and popped the can. I took the pills and walked back to my room, Netflix was still playing, I changed it from Spongebob and put on a sappy Romantic comedy, I didn't get past twenty minutes of the movie when I passed out. I was awoke to my phone dinging, I felt Tae moving, so I grabbed the phone and put it on vibrate. I had a text and two missed calls from Marquez. Damn, I forgot what I had said to him. I got out of bed and tried to go to the bathroom but I heard someone trying to get in through the front door. I ran back into my room, went to my closet and got my .357. I took a deep breath and crept as quietly as I could to the living room, I held my breath, and got ready to shoot. Then,  I heard a key, I still was ready to shoot, I hide behind the door and waited. It was Marquez, a sigh of relief escaped from me. In a harsh whisper I said "Nigga what part of do not come home' don't you understand?! I don't want to see you!" but I was lying I did want to see him, I missed him and I wanted to be held. "Shanti, don't start! Don't fuckin start aight?" I'd be a damn lying fool if I said I wasn't turned on. But, before I could move Marquez grabbed me and kissed me. I knew it was about to go down.

Now every bone in my body wanted to push him away but I just couldn't, I needed him hell I wanted him and he knew it, Marquez was heading towards the room but I stopped him. "No wait we can't go in there." Marquez stopped and saw Tae asleep in the bed so he headed towards the spare bedroom the things that I wanted him to do couldn't be explained, all I knew is that I wanted to ride him like a porn star and I was going to before I knew it, I pushed him down on the bed and made him watch me strip out of every piece of clothing that I had on, I had something else in mind so I closed the blinds and dimmed the lights and I told him. "I hope that you brought your appetite." I tied his arms and legs to the bed, I wanted to try something new today. I blindfold Marquez's eyes and he said "What the hell is this?" He asked me. "I want to do something new so I wanted to try this so let's see how this goes" I grinned really hard as I cracked my whip to throw him off a little. "Yo what you gonna do with that whip?" he said a little scared. "Maybe whoop you with it" and before he said another word, I cracked the whip on him and he screamed a little bit. "Don't scream like a little ass bitch because Tae is sleeping, so we have to be a little quiet" I told him and I closed the door and cracked the whip on him again and he hissed like a Python, which  was sexy. I put the whip away and walked towards the bed, he jumped a little when I put my hands in his pants and stroked with one hand and the other one unzipped his pants and unbuckled his pants. "Don't play with it girl" he told me, "Nigga, let me do this" and I pulled his pants and boxers down to where I could straddle him, I put all of him inside me and it felt so good that I wanted to go buck wild on his ass but Tae was sleeping and I didn't want to wake him, so I went slow on him as I start slow, Marquez puts his hands on my waist and he made me go faster. "Yes baby, ride my dick baby" he whispered in a sexual way. I go around and around on him, his dick grew harder and harder then I felt him grab my ass and squeezing it while I was in the rythym. His manhood came out of my slippery hole and he said some crazy shit. "Let me fuck that ass for a little minute" he said. What the FUCK? I don't do that type of shit because the last time I did that, I almost died that day. "You got me fucked --" before you know it, he puts his manhood in my chocolate tunnel and that shit hurt like hell but he likes that shit from time to time, today I'll let him have it but next time, I'm fucking him up. His manhood fit halfway in my butt but I went very slow to ease the pain but every stroke I went down, his manhood was starting to go deeper and that shit was hurting me then he smacked my ass and that made it hurt even worst. I turned around on his manhood in my ass and rode it real slow, he started to poke me hard and fuck me as I was trying to not cry. it fucked me up real good and I heard him say "I'm about to cum. Please cum and let me get the fuck off. after 10 minutes, he nut and I hopped off, hoping that he was satisfied cause his manhood was too big for my ass. I tried to walk but my legs were wobbly, I walked with my legs spread out and my  hands on my butt. I heard Tae wake up and I untied Marquez from the bed. I heard Tae walking around the kitchen so I quickly put my clothes on and found him looking through the refrigerator for something to eat, I walked in the kitchen and took down some hamburger meat for some spaghetti and Tae smiled then walked in the living room to watch cartoons.